Hi Wolfman, Reading some of my other posts you will see I have answered. and been ridiculed for, your question.
The first time in my life I experienced Holy Spirit, I was 28, I had been contacted by the Witnesses on first call a couple of weeks previously, had started attending meetings, and having finished the books they gave me, proceeded to read the Bible cover to cover, so I wasnt at the KH, I was at home, on my own, and I had got to Numbers, so nothing exciting, I figure God figuered if I was going to read how so and so begat so and so, who begat so and so, then I must be genuinly "groping for him", all of a sudden, its as if I was injected with heroin or Morphine is the nearest I can think to descripe the powerfull feeling that came through me.
Now, I never really felt it too strongly at the meetings and never when reading the Watchtower, but when I did the field service, I would feel it, sometimes to the extent it would be too much and I would ask for it to be taken away so I could get to sleep.
About half an hour after Baptism, I suddenly felt it pour on the outside of my skin, whereas at all other times it was internal, but due to the teachings of the JWs I never at the time considered it annointing, but looking back, in a literal sence, surely that is what it was?
I have great difficulty in excepting God even likes me, probaly due to my own parents rejection of me, so often it is the action of the Holy Spirit that doesnt make me "directed/guided, etc, it makes me think, yes, God does have a relationship with me.
It was ofet when I felt I have irreversably lost my standing with God, through giving in to masturbatiojn for instance, that I would recieve an even bigger feeling of HS, as if God was reasurring me that he hadnt abandoned me due to my own "sin".
Having left the JWs, and until I tried re-establishing a relationship, I felt nothing, now it seems to depend on how much Iam doing for God, when I pray I feel a little, deep inside so that I know he still listens to me, when I talk to people about God and show them the Bible I experience it more.
Now please folk dont start having a go at me just because I relate the following, all Iam doing is relating it.
I was around my nighbours house and showing her what was in the Bible, I was feeling Gods Spirit as I was doing so, then she suddenly tells me how she can see peoples Auras, and that mine is white.
When I got home I looked up Auras, and it explained what the colours meant, only a couple of sites even mentioned white, and they stated it was only found on very Spiritual people and would have been the colour of Jesus's.
I wonder if this is related to the scripture where it says, "a white robe was given them".