Skimmer,
I’m really not crazy about labels because like others have pointed out they are up for different interpretations but I will try to describe where I am at now.
If I understand this correctly an Atheist just flat out denies the existence of God or a creator.
That’s not comfortable for me because I don’t have proof that God exists anymore than I do that he doesn’t.
I think Agnostic would be closer to where I’m at. If there is a God I see absolutely no evidence of him being involved in our lives.
At best he set things in motion and lets nature take it’s course.
To imply that he is involved would make him a very partial, prejudiced, and unloving God in my opinion.
Most religions teach that God has the power to solve mans problems and end suffering.
Many also teach that the reason he hasn’t done any thing yet is because Satan caused Adam and Eve to sin, then Adam, Eve, lost their everlasting life and all their offspring suffer terrible things to this day because of their mistake. Meanwhile Satan who caused the whole mess in the first place gets a six thousand year or more party!
That is not the work of an all powerful, loving and just God.
Here is a recent example why I cringe at the thought of an almighty God.
When the WTCs fell thousands perished. Then we have people who escaped or were late to work or decided not to go that day saying that it was God that saved them.
Well I’m glad they are alive but what makes then so much more f*****g important than the thousands that died!
God had nothing to do with it.
God and religion is a fantasy to me, just a warm fuzzy feeling because of mans fear of death.
I didn’t choose to believe this way. In fact it would be so much easier for me to go with the flow since I live in the “Bible Belt”.
Here non- belief is considered non patriotic as well as a one-way ticket to Hell!
How did I get here? Tons of time, research, experience, logic, thought and evidence or rather a lack of it.
We were taught that we must have God, Jesus, and religion in our lives in order to be persons with strength of character, morals, and values. I believe this to be false.
Without the crutch of God and religion I found a feeling of intense responsibility and appreciation of life. I also love others and myself so much more now that I don’t have guilt, fear, and the constant message that I’m not living up to his expectations.
I was a JW all my life and when I lost trust and respect for the organization I started my journey, looking for answers.
I started by reading the Bible from cover to cover and comparing between several translations. That alone was enough to convince me that it is not divinely inspired book. The war God of the Old Testament and the God of the New Testament are not the same.
I did much more research and I could go on and on but this is getting long so I’ll close for now.
Ranchette