Hi justangel welcome
Sorry to read what your going through ,
Physiological manipulation and coercive control is used by JWs who claim to love you and have your best interest at heart in the same way domestic abusers use it to control their victims as someone on the road to be a survivor of both .
You could think about possibly contacting a domestic abuse agency's and explain the situation at home , there very good at listening and it's anonymous and confidential.