I had spent already some hours of a lonely day in an afternoon in the open air bath of my town playing sometimes with my daughter diving in the water, when I sat on edge of the pool, sunbathed and looked around.
Suddenly the most beautiful women on earth I could ever imagine made a beeline for me. She stopped 1 meter in front of me and looked deep in my eyes. She looked good like this famous french film star, with curled hair and perfect shape. Her eyes were most attractive. I remember the moment like a picture - her face, her bikini and behind her face the trees and the blue sky -.Her bikini had a blue flowerprint and it emphasized her delicate figure.
So how did i react in this very important moment?
I sat on the bench and looked in her eyes too. She stood and looked in my eyes.
Why ...did she say nothing? She looked like an angel, really. I instantly had the thought, girl you look like an angel but why dont you say anything. She only came to me and kept silent with a look in they eyes that makes you wanna care for her. Perhaps she wanted spy on me. If an angel of god came to me to bring a message it could not look better.
I looked at her and became silent and humble in the face of her beauty.... imagine you encounter virgin Mary...then I looked at my daughter as if I wanted to say
"I am not free anymore, I am married, I'm so sorry, its useless"and made desperate facial expressions without saying anything.
After long 40 seconds of gaping on each other she turned around and went off, the seconds in which I recorded eternal memories in her, which I pull out in moments of loneliness that I should not have as married man at all after all.
What I can't bear is: I should have said some nice words, it wouldnt have been a sin. Simply to know her would have not been a sin. But in front of her I was simply taken aback.
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However Terry, I like your song.