Posts by sinboi

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Have I Drifted Too Far?

by sinboi in

i was shocked, really shocked.

what i am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.. my friends are all doing it.

it is so normal in the society,.

There is another incident in the army that I mentioned in the post. It shouldn't be shocking to anyone because that is very common in the military. I will touch on it maybe later tonite or 2morrow. By the way, my time is +8GMT.

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Have I Drifted Too Far?

by sinboi in

i was shocked, really shocked.

what i am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.. my friends are all doing it.

it is so normal in the society,.

sinboi

I don’t have a copy of the post. I can remember what I wrote about but I couldn’t remember how I wrote it.

I can just remember I said something like :

“I committed a crime but that should not be a crime.”

To some, it may appear that I am an unrepentant criminal bragging about his crime. Shocking indeed!

But to me, I have the misconception that I have committed a crime by having sex with a minor when in fact , I have not.

When I said it shouldn’t be a crime, really to me it shouldn’t be a crime. Sex among the young is so common. A girl in my class left school because she is pregnant. The father of the child could be the rich boy from the next class. This case is known throughout the school. The teachers knew about it, the principal knew about it. But no police came to arrest the boy. That is why I said it shouldn’t be a crime at all.

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Have I Drifted Too Far?

by sinboi in

i was shocked, really shocked.

what i am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.. my friends are all doing it.

it is so normal in the society,.

sinboi

From what I see in the notification area (I could not see his whole comment as my post is removed), someone commented that I need to go to jail. If he is referring to the incident with the 14 yrs old ger, then I think it is my fault. I myself has the misconception that I have committed a crime when I wrote that post. I said I hv committed a crime but it shouldn't be a crime at all. But what I did was not a crime. I read only the last part of that law and did not read the first part.The crime is "having sex with a minor." I did have sex with that ger (a minor) and so I say I hv committed a crime. But in fact I have not. The full law states that ADULTS who have sex with a minor is a crime. But I was just 15 yrs 9 or 10 months old when that happen. I was not even 16 at that time. Both of us are minors.

But if he has read my post properly, he should have known that that incident happen a few months after I DA at 15. He should have corrected me and told me that it is not a crime. It was only after I read his comment that I need to go to jail that I asked my friend about it. He told me it is only for adults who did it.

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Have I Drifted Too Far?

by sinboi in

i was shocked, really shocked.

what i am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.. my friends are all doing it.

it is so normal in the society,.

sinboi

They barred me for what I have posted. This I think is due to the many complaints on my post.

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Have I Drifted Too Far?

by sinboi in

i was shocked, really shocked.

what i am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.. my friends are all doing it.

it is so normal in the society,.

sinboi

I was shocked, really shocked. What I am doing now is so acceptable to the friends around me.

My friends are all doing it. It is so normal in the society,

I posted my present life in reddit’s exjw site. I expected them to be pleased with how far I have drifted from that cult.

I was shocked when I was scolded by them , my post was taken down and I was barred from the community. I was in fact disfellowshipped by exjw.

When I was 13 and my dad refuses to let me join an uniform group, I have vowed to do the things they told me not to do. They could not give me a reason that I can agree on why I cannot do them.

My parents wanted me to be home as soon as school ends. I complied. But I have several hours at school everyday and they are not around. I talk, joke and played with my classmates and they accepted me in their group. This was when I was 13 and thus I have no difficulty having friends and adapting to the world after I DA. But to please my parents, I acted as a good jw at home.

After I DA at 15, my parents did not chase me out.I still pretend to be a good boy in front of them. 2 years after I DA, I have to join the army. I was no longer a jw for the past 2 years but I still feel very guilty joining the army. I asked myself: I have already been out for 2 yrs, but I have made little or no progress, how much longer must I wait to get rid of all these bullshit!

Now I have completed my 2 years in the army. I am a completed change person. When exjw knew what I was doing, even they DF me. Have I gone too far??? My parents wanted me to be no part of this world. I purposely wanted to be part of this world. I wanted to be a worldly person. Is this wrong?

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My parents did not really shun me when I left but I am now breaking their hearts…

by sinboi in

if they have shunned me and chase me out of the house when i leave the cult, i would not give a damn.

i can still feel their love and concern for me even now.. though i have moved out voluntarily when i joined the army, i am afraid that the life i am living now will break their hearts.

i am now a bartender in a bar and am cohabiting with a woman.

sinboi

Would you be more lenient with a person who was forced to do something bad than a person who chooses to do bad?

It is same with the army issue. All male citizens at 18 years of age need to join the army. Failure to do so will result in a jail sentence. My parents were duly aware of that and knows in advance I will have to join the army.

The main problem is that I have a 180 degrees change in me before and after the army. When I DA at 15, I was still somewhat POMI. This give my parents the hope that I will return one day.

But after I moved out, and under the bad influence from my army and the enticement of this world , my life have changed. I have become a full POMO.

If my parents were to find out how I am living my life, they will be shocked. They will be sad and disappointed that I have no intention of returning.

My dad should be able to take it but my mum won't. She will have her dream shattered. All because of ME!

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My parents did not really shun me when I left but I am now breaking their hearts…

by sinboi in

if they have shunned me and chase me out of the house when i leave the cult, i would not give a damn.

i can still feel their love and concern for me even now.. though i have moved out voluntarily when i joined the army, i am afraid that the life i am living now will break their hearts.

i am now a bartender in a bar and am cohabiting with a woman.

sinboi

If they have shunned me and chase me out of the house when I leave the cult, I would not give a damn. But they didn’t. I can still feel their love and concern for me even now.

Though I have moved out voluntarily when I joined the army, I am afraid that the life I am living now will break their hearts. I am now a bartender in a bar and am cohabiting with a woman. I know my parents will not approve of my life now.

I have to lie to my parents that I am a technician and am living alone.

They may have to shun me if they know how I living my life now. I would not blame them. I deserved to be shunned. I have broken their hearts.

Please offer me some advice.

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We're you regular at all the meetings?

by Hellothere in

we're you regular at the 3 meetings days watchtower hade?

i remember our was tuesday, thursdays and saturdays.

in reality it's crazy they hade so many meetings.

sinboi

For almost 16 years, I have no choice. I have to go with my parents. Needed to go even if I have a school exam the next day. Never regret that I D/Aed myself at 16.

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A new army boy missing his parents?

by sinboi in

just imagine.

boy who for 16 years have been taught to live for god’s kingdom, be no part of the world and not to kill, been called up for military service and have to put on the army uniform….. i thought i was prepared for it.

but the moment when i was given my army uniform, the truth fell on me.

sinboi

My mum , even though she don't really shun me, is feeling very bad that I am in the army. Need to let her read those scriptures you guys quoted. Hope that she won't feel bad after reading it.

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A new army boy missing his parents?

by sinboi in

just imagine.

boy who for 16 years have been taught to live for god’s kingdom, be no part of the world and not to kill, been called up for military service and have to put on the army uniform….. i thought i was prepared for it.

but the moment when i was given my army uniform, the truth fell on me.

sinboi

Shit! I just realised what I was feeding to my mind those 16 yrs I was in the cult. It was not what the bible say, it's what those men in the cult say.

I think I should have read the new testament more than 10 times from matthew to..to..to don't know what name..the book b4 revelation. (I didn't touch the bible since I left the cult.) Revelation I don't read cos I don't understand.

But those verses that you guys quoted in Luke and Acts, I don't remember reading that.

I think when I and other jws read the bible,we see only what agrees with what the wt say and unconscoiusly ignores what the bible really say.