You might feel differently one day. I suspect your mom and dad are at peace. A peace you're not feeling right now.
I'm baffled by the statement that you feel justified in not talking to your parents because, "...t hey brought reproach on Jehovah's Organization by socializing with people your not suppose to!"
- and you expressed this on an ex-jw site. There are so many things I'm not getting about this.
I better stick with traditional Christianity. It makes a lot more sense.