Hi Vincent
I'm one of those wierd people who stands up and gives mediumistic messages!
I like the spiritualist church. It has its problems, but it gives individuals the opportunity to develop their own contact with spirit and it also has a significant healing influence.
The church appeared at a time when the human race needed to widen their understanding regarding all things "spiritual". This resulted in some totally ridiculous things being done and some crazy charlatans jumping on the bandwagon. The churches history is chequered with silly happenings and expose's of fraudulent mediums. Amongst the chaff there is some wheat though, IMHO.
For a deep understanding of spiritualism and occultism, please read Dion Fortune's book of that name "Spiritualism and Occultism". She was both a talented medium and an occultist.
I enjoy giving messages because its often very meaningful for people. It also helps me develop my skills. I'm afraid I'm guilty of using the church to provide me with the environment where this can happen. At some point, I may walk away. Having said that, I have surrendered to the will of God in this regard.
Sirona