SPAZ,
I am blown away....I don't know what to say, I am so moved.
You call me a wizard, yet you have done magic for my soul.
You are a healer, mending the holes left by my previous mistakes.
A more dear friend none can find. You have won my trust.
You have taught me, coaxed me, to love myself.
SPAZ, you have a beautiful heart and a pure soul. And a body to match.
The One who wins your heart will be the luckest person on earth and heaven.
Perhaps you are an angel, send to help and heal.
To show a soul what heaven is truly like.
You understand me like no one else does....you have a gift, and you give freely.
My words are not as elegant as yours, but like yours, my words come straight from the heart.
Thank you for such a beautiful and moving poem.
Thank you for letting me see my gift again, I thought I had lost it.
>knowing you
has been a profoundly "spiritual",
healing experience for me.
All I can say is that you have done the same for me.
>your loving friendship moves me.
As you move me deeply.
>thank you for holding up a mirror
to my "blindspot"
helping me to gain a clearer picture
in my journey of self-discovery.
I am a mirror, but you are the reflection....I do not make you feel special, you are special...my mirror allows you to see that.
>thank you for gently coaxing me
("kicking and screaming" no less)
to the edge of a cliff
to glimpse a place full of love and trust and friendship.
(and thank you for not pushing me off!!!)
The temptation to have you leap off that cliff is overwhelming. But I will not push you. I want you to take that last step when you are ready.
>thank you for sharing with me
the mindblowing knowledge
of what an incredible force for good
one person can be.
Wow! What can I say? I think you underestimate the wonders you have done for me.
>ps - i don't know if it's wise or foolish to post this here...i know it's possible that it'll start bizarre rumours but fuck it, i just wanna shout to the whole flipping world what a wonderful friend you are.
they really should know. most importantly, you should know, how very much i don't love or appreciate you.
You make me smile....Niki, you are the dearest of dearest friends to me. I cherish you and your friendship.
Words cannot express how I feel right now.
Richard