guess im still kinda newish...
for me, honestly, there were many things that always bothered me, but i pushed them out of my mind until finally...
i started to get spooked by all the creepy things the FDS was saying in prepparation to have a separate watchtower for jw's coupled withthe misery and discontent i felt when my "friends" abandoned me when i went to college after being laid off. i started thinking, "people are already treating me like im df'd, what's holding me back from indulging in some personal freedom? and i did the unthinkable and googled "jehovahs witnesses"...