Posts by SPAZnik

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Tea Anyone.....

by VioletAnai in

jw
friends

i bought a water purifier last nite and well i was given complimentary tea with it, problem is, i'm a little scared to drink it: .

http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/users/21283b65/bc/my+photos/teaanyone.jpg?bc98..8aszw.sxr6.

images of floating, furry, half-gnawed penises just keep flashing in my mind for some reason .

I didn't go to college. . .

by ninjaturtle in

jw
friends

because i listened to the dumb elders who suggested i stay away from college, now i'm broke and unhappy.

i need money and direction.. can anyone suggest a few short courses i can take so as to find a job easy and quick?

it could be anything, i'm lost, i'm in dire need for something, anything.

SPAZnik

I didn't go either.

Knowing what you like is half the battle.
Knowing how to "sell yourself" is the other half.

I agree going to career counsellor type people
is a great idea. They can also help you find out
if you qualify for any gov't grants, etc.

Taking something general like "Business" or "Computers"
is a good start for short-term schooling that will aid your
resume. Once you are a student, check out "hire-a-student" for jobs.

Also, volunteer. There are some neat places and fun "causes" around that are fun to help out with and gain some experience and network/make contacts. Even in construction type stuff. check out the volunteer website for your area/city.

SPAZ

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What did/do you most look fwd to?

by SPAZnik in

after 29 years of bondage.... i'm loving living it up.. and wondering.... when you first left,.

what things did you most look forward to doing.

or, for that matter, what things do u still look forward to?.

SPAZnik

Puffs, yes! Sleeping in! That's a definite keeper.
And evenings off to do everything or nothin' ya want!!

SPAZ

32

What did/do you most look fwd to?

by SPAZnik in

after 29 years of bondage.... i'm loving living it up.. and wondering.... when you first left,.

what things did you most look forward to doing.

or, for that matter, what things do u still look forward to?.

SPAZnik

oops - forgot to put a couple of mine in...
not in any particular order of importance...

-driving a 2-door hehe (what a rebel)

-watching roadrunner cartoon
(mom always said it was bad cuz of "reincarnation" of wiley coyote blowing himself up and coming back to life for the next episode haha)

exploring my sexuality sans guilt...
- guilt-free masturbation (i'm getting really good hehe)
- same sex experiences (then i can comment on syn's thread re gaybars)

-finally free to skydive

-and...i can go be a firefighter even tho it involves shiftwork! wahoo!

*smirk*

SPAZ

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What did/do you most look fwd to?

by SPAZnik in

after 29 years of bondage.... i'm loving living it up.. and wondering.... when you first left,.

what things did you most look forward to doing.

or, for that matter, what things do u still look forward to?.

SPAZnik

After 29 years of bondage...
I'm loving living it up.
And wondering...
when you first left,
what things did you most look forward to doing
that you couldn't do b4?
Or, for that matter, what things do u still look forward to?

SPAZ

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'Experiences' in Gay Nightclubs, Part One!

by SYN in

subject shoulda tipped you people off!.

couple of weeks back, i was busy winding up my evening at a gay nightclub near my home in johannesburg, when across the room i notice this drop-dead-gorgeous woman sitting there with her obviously gay friend.

so i stare at her a bit, get some eye-contact going, and i reckoned i was making some decent progress!

SPAZnik

I haven't been to a gay nightclub.

Yet.

SPAZ

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Free Moral Agents My A...... !

by YYHWH in

jw
friends

once i read a story about the so-called "free will of man," and it goes something like this.

a certain infidel was reported to have raised his hand and dared god, if there be a god, to bring it down.

now the case was such, the story goes, that the infidel was bald, and there was a fly buzzing around which at that very moment landed on this bald pate and tickled it, and without hesitation down came the hand and swatted the fly.

SPAZnik

I think we have freedom to exercise choice.
But not freedom from consequence.
This applies morally and physically of course.
FREE MORAL AGENT sounds so absolute.
But, i agree, it ain't.

SPAZ

25

i b free

by SPAZnik in

surprising myself .

by actually putting a posting here.. i was pretty much born and raised a jdub.

all but stopped going about two years ago.

SPAZnik

Scully - oops didn't mean to ignore you. i'm in AB. that's all for now k? how 'bout u?

SPAZ

25

i b free

by SPAZnik in

surprising myself .

by actually putting a posting here.. i was pretty much born and raised a jdub.

all but stopped going about two years ago.

SPAZnik

Awwwwww....What a warm welcome!

Thanks ALL for your comments!! *grin*

Sorry I haven't replied sooner,
not near a computer.

Outcast - thought i'd keep ya guessin'. is it buggin' ya? *smirk* i did leave one clue though.

SYN - i haven't checked out JW.com yet. will take a look sometime soon. (smartalek...i like u already)

Gopher - yep i look fwd to chatting it up with y'all. sometime soon.

Ciao for now! I'll check back again later!!

SPAZ

25

i b free

by SPAZnik in

surprising myself .

by actually putting a posting here.. i was pretty much born and raised a jdub.

all but stopped going about two years ago.

SPAZnik

Hey.

This is me.
Surprising myself
by actually putting a posting here.

I was pretty much born and raised a Jdub
All but stopped going about two years ago
and made it official last year.

To make a long story short
I left cuz
I fell in love with someone and
that relationship,
combined with some other life events and soul-searching
were a catalyst that started me seeing things
from another perspective.
Anyway, that's over
(mainly cuz I sabotaged it, too much to deal with at once),
but I've stayed out
cuz of new found love for life with Liberty!!!

I've never done anything braver (go me!)
than leaving all that.
Or maybe stupider? Still not entirely sure which.

It's scary at times,
but mostly its just
a big HUGE sigh of Relief!

The biggest surprise
to me so far
has been how alive I feel
Discovering that I don't need to wait for
some "future" time to live
I can live here and now!

I can, and will, and AM!
Finally! (wohoo!)

It's strange though,
to be 29
and have no
freaking clue
who the hell
I am.

As part of the borg,
it really didn't matter, of course,
who I was,
but I love an adventure
and I'm really looking forward to getting to know me!
(and some of you!)

I have loved reading all your postings and comments.
(yep, i've been a voyeur for a little while now!)

I relate so much to many of you and your expressions.

Thanks for making me laugh out loud again
I especially love the borg analogy (& all the smurf jokes! hehe)

I am touched when one of you ventures to share pieces of yourself and the others sort of rally to support in spite of your differences.

I think its great when people celebrate each others differences!!

I too am anti-borg!!
(more and more every day)

So, now that I've
survived the initial shock to my system
of discovering "I-too-can-think-for-myself" *smirk*
and that "free will" isn't just an intangible notion
to be admired from afar...
and now that i've mostly overcome
the fear factor
(ah, who am I kidding, I'm still scared sh**less...hehe)
BUT...adrenaline junkie that I am,
now I can finally live, really live,
and for the first time ever
enjoy every breathe of it and make it worth it!

Sorry but I found it tough to look forward to enjoying
"life on earth forever" when i ain't much enjoyed life on earth
to begin with....til now that is :)!!

And I haven't even done anything reeelly naughty yet!
(okay maybe one or two things hehe)

Don't get me wrong,
I may be an ex-dub,
but that doesn't mean I'm anti
or some kind of hater.
Nor does it mean
I will automatically replace
witness-borg with "worldy"-borg "bunk".
Just becuz the whole freaking world
wants to jump on the xmas/easter/halloween *whatever*
bandwagon, doesn't mean I will assimilate quietly.
No sir-ee.

Phew (exhale)

Do I feel purged!!

Oh, BTW, Hi! I'm New Here
and something of a SPAZ right now
but u can call me Nik! *smirk*

(new to the "dark side" hehe,
judge me gently!?)

Nik the SPAZ

S.