The bluejay story makes me so sad. But out of the sadness came my memory of a bluejay attacking and killing a smaller bird in my yard. I tried to save the small bird but it had already been damaged beyond saving.
I think what we have that animals don't have is a conscience. My birds will do something and act a little remorseful when scolded, but they will turn around and do the same thing 5 minutes later. Absolutely no conscience whatsoever.
I too can no longer kill an animal, even bugs. Sometimes I wish I wasn't like that, it really causes alot of heartache in this world we live in. When iwas a JW I could not understand the aniimal dying thing. My wife would tell me that they would just go away somewhere and we would never know they died, since we wouldn't get attached to them because they would all be tame and we wouldn't keep them like pets as we do now. I now think that is just a fantasy. I think the reality is that nature is cruel.
Enigma-thanks for the advice.