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  ALL ABOUT ME ENTER IF YOU DARE

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  since i found you the other day i was itching to tell my story so here goes:.

  raised in jw family dad elder both parents pioneers total of 8 kids .

  completly ridiculed in school set apart different unable to make and keep friends because they werent allowed to come over or call and i couldnt go there i learned very young how to be sneaky.

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  STRUGGLE

  Welcome Mommy

  It really helps to talk to people who understand what we are going through.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
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  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  Yes it is indeed a struggle! I was thinking about confessing everything at a later time. Not revealing everything. Again I know from past experience I may be really digging myself in a hole.

  I don't want to stop seeing him, yet at the same time I don't wish to break Jehovah God's law again. This is my thinking, if you do wrong you put a smile on satan's face, not my goal, while at the same time you hurt Jehovah, our life giver.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
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  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  To Thinker's Wife and Thicker

  I really do see myself long term with this man. It's just I don't want to continue at this point and time with the sexual part of it. I still want to do what's right. He does'nt understand or does'nt want to understand why I have to go to the elders. That is our business. He is that a gentleman. I for the most part started us on our path...even though it was mutal. He sees the pain in my eyes, even though he does'nt understand, he does'nt want me to get in any trouble. Then there's that part about becoming unevenly yoke.

  I'll talk to you later, I have to go to work.

  Again thank you so much!
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  I understand where brothers helper is coming from. Speaking for myself, I would'nt have to worry about being dis'f, i would'nt have to worry about revealing private things, if I had kept Jehovah's God law. His law is the law.

  Just for the record I am not here to serve or please man, only Jehovah.

  Sad to say some elders talk, remember they are not perfect, just like I am not. Trust me when I tell you I am very well aware of Jehovah guidelines conerning fornication. It is wrong.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  Larc, I've thought about keeping it between me and Jehovah. My conscince will not allow me to do that to a certain degree. You see I have lied to the elders, came back and told them that I had lied. Also told them everything that I had done years ago. I really came clean with them.

  I was put on reproof. Still I don't want to be in the darkness so to speak. People looking at you, wondering what you did. I've had my chances, my next step is to be kicked out. I still love Jehovah with all my heart. I remember that Jehovah is perfect, man is not.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  To Thinker's Wife

  You stated it would have been better to go through the break (at their discretion) then to go through the heartache later.

  Exactly what do you mean? Just got off of work, really tired.

  I like this guy, he likes me, does not want to study, has studied in the past. Now I know I need to rid myself of him, before the heart becomes more involved. He is really nice.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
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  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  To Larc, Claudia, Thinker's Wife? and, Waiting

  It is so hard. You know what to do, but are afraid to do it because of the outcome. NO I don't want to be outside Jehoavah's organization for any reason. But I guess in essence I made that choice when I started seeing the wordly guy. It only happen once. It has been some years since I've messed up, but this is not my first time before the jdc.

  But you feel so guilty afterwards, at least I did.

  If you had it to do over again, was it worth it?
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
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  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  Dear Thinker and Waiting;

  I will keep it oral. For the most part I have to say I have a pretty good group of elders. But everyone gets tired.

  Have you ever thought of keeping the wrong that you did between you and Jehovah? I was raised in the truth. So I do have a bible based conscince. I have never been disfellowshiped before. I feel like it is going to happen this time. I must say right now I am pretty numb. It is hard for a sister to go before the elders and reveal private and personal things.

  You know what is so amazing I tried to get the help I needed. I went to the elders. I talked to two of them about how I was attracted to this wordly man. Of course they shared bible scriptures with me. In the end when the heart gets involved you don't listen to reason, until it is too late.

  Thanks for the input, it helps to have someone to talk to.
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  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  Dear Waiting;

  Thanks for the information, I will look it up. It is never easy revealing private things to others. In the past I wrote a letter,
  a very detail letter with cited scriptures. Beleive it or not I was not subjected to alot of embarassing questions. Oh by the way I am by nature an honest person.

  Thank You for the reply and the welcome. I look forward to talking with you again.
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  116

  Confessing

  by STRUGGLE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hello, i was reading judical com.

  was really suprise to find out how some of jw's feel.

  some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them.

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  Hello, I was reading Judical Com. Was really suprise to find out how some of JW's feel. Some have, like the single mom, have such a negative experience with them. Do you confess everything or just the things you think the elders need to know.