I'm new-ish here (until about a week ago, I think the last time I posted here was over a year ago -- and even then, it was just one little post in a really long thread), but I'm one of the resident Christians. Who used to be a Pagan. Who was a JW before that. You might say I've had my share of experience with religion. *g*
In any case, I realized something odd about myself. The more secure I am in my own beliefs... the more certain I am that there really is no finer path for me to follow... the less compelled I feel to convince anyone that what I've chosen (or what chose me, as the case may be) is legitimate, even when I know they think that I'm completely wrong. If someone wants to know more about my beliefs, that's great, and I'm eager to share them. But since what I have works for me, it doesn't matter to me all that much if other people find it logical or not.
In other words, I think that everyone has the right to make their own choices. That includes the right to disagree with me. And if *gasp!* someone disagrees with my beliefs, that does nothing to diminish their reality and power in my own life.
Jesus's best proof of his faith was the way he lived his life: the kindness he showed even to strangers, the gentleness and strength he showed ever in the face of his own brutal death, the love that he inspired and encouraged in his disciples. I want to be that kind of person. Or, as St. Francis of Assisi stated so eloquently, "Preach the Gospel at all times. If necessary, use words."
So, no, I don't think it's necessary to make a "rational" defense of what, 99% of the time, is a very personal experience. That makes about as much sense to me as defending the fact that you've fallen in love.
~Rochelle.