Yeah, Growedup, I am and I'm not.............I guess if I had to put it in words, I'd say I feel good about who I am and where I am about 99%..........the other 1% needs work........and, of course, there's always the old bugaboo relationship stuff that is there when you are living with someone............but, I guess the reason I had to post this was because I've felt soooo awful for so many years, never feeling comfortable, never being able to get rid of that nagging anxiety, that I wanted to share a good moment! LOL!
Gopher, I totally agree with you about that............that album was my ex's favorite album. I heard it sooo many times in the past, but, amazingly, last night when my now livein popped it into the CD it evoked mostly positive memories and feelings! There's a saying music soothes the savage beast.........it can, but it can also bring on deep hurt and pain also............been there, done that............there are a couple of songs that I could not listen to in the past without having a major melt down of negative emotions.........but, I've since heard them play, and the saying "time heals all wounds" is so true.........given enough time, our hearts and feelings heal............then we reach a whole new plateau of understanding and feeling........it's kinda magical in some ways!
Terri