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  I was a slave to a cult

  by Django_Unchained in

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  the cuffs are still on,.

  but the chains have been broken.. i can move independently, though the going is tough.. finally on my way to freedom.. -django.

  ps...kinda want revenge....

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  Welcome Django... 'a square peg hammered into a cult hole' ....'the chains are broken'...we are here for you and hope to ease the pain!!.......insot4
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  Apostate books

  by search4truth in

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  after learning ttatt attending meetings is real pain for me but have no option other then participate.

  since many jw use mobile devices during meetings i use them too.

  but instead of wt or bible study book i read apostate books like raymond franz books ,captive of concept etc.it helps a lot to survive 2 hours of boredom.

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  Welcome search4truth.....totally understand, its not at all easy. But at least you get to read something interesting, parts of it at least.....I used to make dumb looking faces or hold my nose when most elders would have a part. It was the only way I could deal with the boredom. One day that exit sign will say its time to go 4 good! in the meantime keep your cool.....cool name you got.....insearchoftruth4
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  Alive and Well

  by LouBelle in

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  i want to thank you kind folk for caring about me!!!!.

  apologies for not checking in sooner, i have been so busy with the new job, and by the time evening comes i am so exhausted to log in from my laptop (that is sooooooooooooo slow).

  update: job is going well - i'm back in sales and with the community newspapers known as the fever.

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  Hi LouBelle, Your feeling good makes me feel good....Thanks!
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  I dreaded marrying "in the truth"

  by Nosferatu in

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  i remember going to the conventions and seeing all the good looking women with their cute butts sticking out of their modest dresses.

  the problem was the aftermath of looking at them.

  i thought to myself "what would happen if i married her?

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  Right on Doc. Never even considered a 'worldly' person..It has to be Paradise or bust.....When I wolk up to the WT LIE, She did shortly after....We are the 'lucky' ones... Family intact ...I thank God Almighty.......insot4
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  7/15 WT- Insane, Far Fetched, Narcissistic "New Light " about the FDS

  by flipper in

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  i know this article has been discussed, re-hashed upside down in past threads.

  but there were at least 2 points i discovered in here that i felt were pertinent and important to bring out concerning the total control and narcissistic tendencies that these wt leaders possess on the governing body, i.e.

  alleged " faithful slave " .

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  Insane arrogant crap is all they got to feed their flocks....These freaks are getting more and more anal its crazy! ....And to think we believed this shit! DAMM...Thanks for the points Flipper....I can't stomach reading the literature...Peace out Bro..
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  Shocking talk from 2013 District Convention urges parents to shun disfellowshipped children

  by cedars in

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  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yldwe_6jsu.

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  cedars.

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  This pisses me off big!! As soon as he gets off the stage I'd stuff fresh dog shit in his mouth...make him swallow it all..thats why I cannot go to any JW convention or meeting. I'd end up in jail over these f---krs, in the moment of anger.... ugh..
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  Estimations for WT pay outs

  by joe134cd in

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  just wondering if anybody wants to take a stab in the dark or an estimated guess at how much the wt is paying out on sex abuse cases.

  this includes legal bills as well.

  if you could also state your reasons at how you came to your conclusion.

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  They haven't paid nowhere near enough, But.......they will...they will pay.... and pay.... and pay...and i will buy all the beers!!! as many as you want. Its going to be one biggest international celebrations!!! From our perspective ...EVER...
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  JW women and breast implants or other cosmetic surgery

  by Comatose in

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  *first* - a clarification that needs to be made.

  this is not about all women.

  i am not against cosmetic surgery.

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  This is the only thing I miss from the KH thing. Those big beautiful front ends giving the best hugs with both barrels, some with Caddilacs Mercedes, Rolls Royce, ooh...Funny thing is them sisters knew it would mess with my mind, but I didn't care....Of course I'd catch hell from my wife on the way home..
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  No offence to this website.

  by Narcissistic Supply in

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  but everytime i spend time here i get angry.. angry at the control.. angry at all the wasted time spent resisting this dangerous group of people.. it gives me pause to remember that i have to go to work on myself.. and spend time and energy on the god given gifts and talents that i have.. and think about the things i want to do in my life.. maybe add to my bucket list.. ive pretty much knocked them all out....... im very worried about my kids.. i want to keep them away from this dangerous cult.. but this is a new era.. the world is changing.. and the internet is helping to change it all.. information is power.. and these jws are in trouble.. .

  god bless..

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  Totally understand, it angers us too, you said it 'Information is Power', benefit from it and save your kids...Its a beautiful day
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  Bible's contradictory stances on unclean foods

  by srd in

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  it's been a while since i last posted here.

  here's a good post that not only deals with the contradictory issue of unclean foods in the bible's many texts, but more importantly ends with a plea for us all to be intellectually and spiritually more responsible and honest.. http://contradictionsinthebible.com/unclean-foods-or-not/.

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  Thanks srd...