I'm 28, I have two beautiful young kids. An 18 month old and a 3 month old. I'm married to a really great guy, And I'm very confused
And you want to blow all that away on a fantasy ?
Maybe you should never have got married in the first place
And most certainly not have had two children to your husband .
How do you think he would feel if he was able to read your post.?
Maybe he would be far better off without you .
And if you dumped him for your fantasy boyfriend ?
And what ripples all that would send about your immediate family ,your parents his parents your children and all those close to both you and your husband.?
Think of the consequences and their are always consequences