O.K. AKid48 you sure sound like a mature 14 year old and have been given sound advice and support on here and seeing you don`t have much legal status as a minor until you reach the age of 18 ? which is another 4 years away , I hope you have the patience to bide your time , not upset your mom too much or cause any rift in your relationship with your mom because of your seeing TTATT but your mom hasn`t yet.
Maybe she will in the future maybe she wont.
And as another poster said ,do not get baptized under any circumstances .keep deferring it
I wish you well for the future 2019 and onward .