What can I do?
What you can do is take the advise of all the above posters and get away from this mind controlling manipulative family destructive organization before you lose your self worth.
I gather you believe in a God ,OK ? no problem, he gave you a brain for you to use and make decisions for yourself in other words you are in control of your own destiny.
However if you get baptized as a JW you then give your brain over to those few men in America who will decide what you can do and what you can`t do in all activities of your life including your family ,friends.associates ,etc,etc,etc,
It does not happen all at once it is a slow process that they use to control all your activities.
It`s like the" Hotel California" you can enter but you will never leave on your own terms.
Save yourself the trouble and a lot of heartache