It's not the religion of my youth years (70's / 80's), anymore.
The 70's, I remember the joy my parents had within the congregation. Party's, holidays and social events all together.
I remember the early 80's, the gray cloudy doctrinal years following 1975.
Then the stirring up with the You can live for ever book. We would never die in this system.
Then the early 90's when the world changed, east and west came together and the watchtower society became more liberal with a doctrinal mess, changes made by the new governing body with Henschel and Jaracs.
The 1995 generation change was the end of my believe. I saw the bigger picture with some good higher educated friends. Became PiMo without knowing it.
The 00's became the years of my strugle. Became PoMo in 2008. Since then better then ever.
At the end of this term, the governing body became hosts of jw broadcasting. And it became clear they are full of nonsense.
Now, in the 20's, seeing jw.org strugling with some odd changes. It's all about their long term survival and the legal and financial position.
Things will never change.
So, I think the early 70's were the best years. And the light variant of jw.org now, is not bad for the more liberal witness.
Looking back I have some sad moments about it, it could have be nice, but it became all a hugh disapointment.
G.