I can honestly say that although still in, I have lost the fear of WT’s dooms day version and in all sincerity I don't care what others inside the cult think of me. At first I was mad of being lied to, I was sad that paradise is not coming, and I felt fear of death. I happy to report, that I am now at peace with my eventual mortality and I am enjoying every second I have while I am alive.
Thanks to the help of many people on this board I am mentally and emotionally detached from religious dogma and fairytales.
Operation Eagle Claw is in effect!
How about you?