To later simply accept the sad fact that holy spirit had nothing to do with your selection
Did you work hard to become a MS, Elder, pioneer?
Did you try to become a CO or DO?
How did you feel when you realized all the deceit and lies?
Share some stories!!
I personally worked hard to become a MS after loosing the position in 2004 and it took me 5 years and had to become a Regular Pioneer to get it back! Now I just want to drop everything...