At least I know what to expect when ours is on... Not for a couple of months I think. I find it so odd that not long ago I used to look forward to assemblies and conventions so much, pay close attention, take copious notes, really feel good and refreshed afterwards. Now I find it so hard not to roll my eyes at the meeting. It's like my personality has changed. Talk about mind control ~ and yet some days lately I wish I could go back to that blissful state of ignorance, "how lucky we are to get this wonderful spiritual food.." Ah, GAG!!!
It is good to feel free to analyse everything rationally now though, instead of "the GB says it so I must obey and believe without question"
im on the fast track to athieism!