I am trying very hard to make some worldy-friends but I have the "eagle-eye" husband who ask's me "where you been" if I am twenty minutes off schedule. What's the big deal if I am early or late, he's on the TV most of the night while I try to read JWN or do some Bible reading and Discovery Institute for learning. Sisters hiding must be careful, in the process of making friends with a Scientologist trying to evade their radar and a nice born-again Christian (through JWN, I learned we all most be born-again Christians or we are not saved).
AuntConnie
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just when you think you've made friends with a "normal" person
by Hortensia inrode over to the farmer's market with a couple of neighbors, nice women, seem sensible.
the driver stopped in the middle of a block and stared at the coca-cola truck that was parked there.
she said, "do you see the round tower?
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Absolute Proof the Watchtower and Governing Body are from God!
by AuntConnie in.
throwing a bone to my fellow jehovah's witnesses needing help defending the teaching god picked the watchtower back in 1919. just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.. http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg.
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We can't Villagegirl! It's the truth about the Watchtower's Library that it contains books were are not allowed to have. I was lucky enough to see that "it's is ok for them to read the strange books from ancient times" because they said so! Those books would get a regular JW disfellowshiped or "marked" as suspicious, and I digress about their hypocrical nature.
What can we do to make up our kids childhood, we can start by being authentic and love them all there is! Today is a new day Girl, let's love them without guilt or superstitious caution the Organization pumped us full of!
The former members of the Governing Body learned got their truth from Christendom and the Occult, it's a bitter truth or drink-offering to God we are old to swallow.
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Absolute Proof the Watchtower and Governing Body are from God!
by AuntConnie in.
throwing a bone to my fellow jehovah's witnesses needing help defending the teaching god picked the watchtower back in 1919. just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.. http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg.
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The July 15th, 2013 "Study Edition" is clear we are not the property of the "Faithful Slave" until Jesus Christ returns in 2525 or 3535 or 4545? So who do we belong to, if we are not the Slave's? The writers of the Watchtower have put this paradox before everyone who read that magazine. According to our past books and magazines, we should not follow the Slave because Jesus Christ has not approved or sanatized them. Was it the Truth Book that said "Jehovah's Witnesses follow the Faithful Slave because Jesus Christ inspected them and found them worthy to watch and feed them"? The Slave is not identified, the Evil Slave has not been cleansed from the Master's giant palace, so who or what we believe because our lives are at stake. JWs are going to be just like the "goats" in Jesus Parable, "lord lord, did we not do great works in your name?"
Zager and Evans Song
In the year 2525, if man is still alive
If woman can survive, they may find
In the year 3535Ain't gonna need to tell the truth, tell no lie
Everything you think, do and say
Is in the pill you took todayIn the year 4545
You ain't gonna need your teeth, won't need your eyes
You won't find a thing to chew
Nobody's gonna look at youIn the year 5555
Your arms hangin' limp at your sides
Your legs got nothin' to do
Some machine's doin' that for youIn the year 6565
You won't need no husband, won't need no wife
You'll pick your son, pick your daughter too
From the bottom of a long glass tubeIn the year 7510
If God's a-coming, He oughta make it by then
Maybe He'll look around Himself and say
"Guess it's time for the Judgement Day"In the year 8510
God is gonna shake His mighty head
He'll either say, "I'm pleased where man has been"
Or tear it down, and start againIn the year 9595
I'm kinda wonderin' if man is gonna be alive
He's taken everything this old earth can give
And he ain't put back nothingNow it's been ten thousand years, man has cried a billion tears
For what, he never knew, now man's reign is through
But through eternal night, the twinkling of starlight
So very far away, maybe it's only yesterday" -
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Absolute Proof the Watchtower and Governing Body are from God!
by AuntConnie in.
throwing a bone to my fellow jehovah's witnesses needing help defending the teaching god picked the watchtower back in 1919. just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.. http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg.
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The July 15th, 2013 "Study Edition" is clear we are not the property of the "Faithful Slave" until Jesus Christ returns in 2525 or 3535 or 4545?
In the year 2525, if man is still alive
If woman can survive, they may find
In the year 3535Ain't gonna need to tell the truth, tell no lie
Everything you think, do and say
Is in the pill you took todayIn the year 4545
You ain't gonna need your teeth, won't need your eyes
You won't find a thing to chew
Nobody's gonna look at youIn the year 5555
Your arms hangin' limp at your sides
Your legs got nothin' to do
Some machine's doin' that for youIn the year 6565
You won't need no husband, won't need no wife
You'll pick your son, pick your daughter too
From the bottom of a long glass tubeIn the year 7510
If God's a-coming, He oughta make it by then
Maybe He'll look around Himself and say
"Guess it's time for the Judgement Day"In the year 8510
God is gonna shake His mighty head
He'll either say, "I'm pleased where man has been"
Or tear it down, and start againIn the year 9595
I'm kinda wonderin' if man is gonna be alive
He's taken everything this old earth can give
And he ain't put back nothingNow it's been ten thousand years, man has cried a billion tears
For what, he never knew, now man's reign is through
But through eternal night, the twinkling of starlight
So very far away, maybe it's only yesterday" -
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1st Time in 3 Years JW's call at our Door - Two 30 yr. long Time JW's
by flipper ini thought i was back on the jw radar after my jw daughter had a local elder call on me back in 2011 - but apparently not.
he obviously didn't let his elders know i lived here, no record was kept for posterity and just called my daughter telling her that her " dad has differences with the organization " because he never called back on me as he promised to talk again.
as i'm just inactive for 10 years.. so these two older jw ladys come knocking yesterday - one lady about 57 and the other lady older about 71 yrs.old ( i asked how long they had been jw's and told me they both have been in 30 years.
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Flipper, that was Me and Peggy Sue you were talking to! Two more magazines to add to our Field Service Report Card for October 2013. Time and Magazines are all that matters to us, what's wrong with taking a few apostate tracts if we can say "we placed ten magazines today!", it makes for a great Thursday Night "Ministry School" part.
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Absolute Proof the Watchtower and Governing Body are from God!
by AuntConnie in.
throwing a bone to my fellow jehovah's witnesses needing help defending the teaching god picked the watchtower back in 1919. just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.. http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg.
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Silly brother, no JW is going to know the difference between a Paradox and Tautology will they? Brother J. Hofer, we are taught to love our eisegesis and hate the exegesis because New Light demands that!
Caliber, how come the Watchtower and Governing Body kept us from knowing about Russell’s love of Pyramid-ology and all the dark pagan and occult methods employed to find the End?
Now with the Internet, no more hiding their piles of dung in ancient archieves and books. They are the "Dogs" St. Peter spoke of, and like good little dogs these leaders of the Watchtower left their shit for everyone to step on. Witnesses like me were too dumb, for decades we refused to stop and smell the shit, they passed off as Manna! If only we had did some research instead of listening to their fearful crying to avoid "Apostate Literature" and "Higher Education College" are lives would not have been robbed by those hucksters, Lord Jesus Please Forgive us for sinning!
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I will give my husband the divorce he wants
by losingit innot because i agree with him.
because i do not want the divorce.
but because i love him and i want to respect him.
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" I am just so scared. I have made so many mistakes. I just want to hide from the world. I figure that's the best way to stop making mistakes and to stop getting hurt."
I wish I could leave town and be far away, maybe a small town where nobody knows who I am. We both could take off and find a small farm, only go to town when the pantry is empty and nobody will know our past lives or mistakes with men and the Organization of Guilt.
Honey, hiding from the World sound's good in theory, sorry the World is going to find you. Your act of love by giving him a divorce, he desires you to seperate from him so he can chase some young flusy woman? If he is blaming you for the Limbo or Hell you are living in, he is paving a path to make the elders sympathetic once he committs adultry Girl!
You will drop further in depression under your current circumstances, "missed deadlines" are going to become a common place with your stress and depression levels growing. Are you seeing a therapist or psychiatrist to help ameloriate the internal agnony your heart is feeling? Your husband knows how to turn your buttons on and off, some men are assholes who don't care if they give you the impression "one minute their in love and want sex', next moment they are screaming at you and yelling "I want a divorce bitch!".
I think you might re-read my posts on all this cult has offered me through the years, has your husband locked you up in a room for a day? Did he steal your clothes so you could not leave the house because he was angry at you? How about leaving you in a tiny cabin near a lake with snow with four month-old baby and no money or heater while he took off for a three day poker trip?
My outlook is so twisted from the Cult, for decades I had to deal with "willful non-support", verbal and physical abuse while smiling to a happy Kingdom Hall of JWs who thought my husband was pure love and compassion!
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Absolute Proof the Watchtower and Governing Body are from God!
by AuntConnie in.
throwing a bone to my fellow jehovah's witnesses needing help defending the teaching god picked the watchtower back in 1919. just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.. http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg.
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Throwing a bone to my fellow Jehovah's Witnesses needing help defending the teaching God picked the Watchtower back in 1919. Just trying to make your life easier with a simple explanation, no more complex doctrines, ok.
http://witforjesus.org/images/jwarticles/jwparadox.jpg
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TOUCHED BY AN APOSTATE, ONE YEAR AFTER EATING THE RED PILL.
by AuntConnie intouched by an apostate.
i cant decide if i want to curse or hug and kiss all the friends on jwn for giving me a bite of the red pill and allowing me the clarity i never had growing up.
we were raised one hundred-percent cult and our family obeyed all the rules that we could, some rules from the cult my mother refused to obey for a greater-good, like humanity, helping disfellowshiped ex-jws who were poor or depressed, she did not follow the cult's code of treating weak or mentally ill people like shit.
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I want to thank Ray Publisher for exposing me to the real insides of a judicial committee. Everyone going before a JC need's to bring some recording device to protect yourself from a "misunderstandings" or gross embellishment men holding a grudge against the defedant will use. I was told how some elders would lie and tell the defendant "you said this and that last time we met!" which was totally a lie.
Everyone on JWN has been so kind, I can live without my husband if worse comes to worse, he needs me more than I need him. I am tired of his abuse and playing his power trip over me. I will change from being a victim, time to change! He leaves for work at 9:00 AM only to return before 1:00 PM, it's possible he won't rat me out.
Your kind words are something everyone here needs, we are all struggling in a world we expected would be Paradise now. God Bless and thank you so much, you empathy and kindness transcends everything I experienced in the Organization. Kind regards to everyone who picked up I was trying to explain the crazy ideas some she-elders have about the weak members of the JW Family. Your love and compassion is what brings everyone to JWN, it brings relief and block's the harsh Sun from beating up face up badly. God Bless you again :)
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One year since my Judicial Committee with JW elders - Transcribed finally!
by RayPublisher inwell it took a loooong time to do, but i have typed up all 29,000+ words and made a transcript.
it has been a year and a month actually since i went in and let me them df me, and it feels great to be out of watchtower!!!!.
a picture of the first page is here:.
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Eric, the two older elders are in their early 60s, neither of those men are my age. The younger man is probably 33-35 years old at the maxium. I read through your pages and wanted you to correct those two numbers. There is no way Dennis or Cosmo is my age, both men are min 59-63 max- years old.
