" What I hope for is the change of the doctrine that states that Jesus is not the mediator between Jehovah and all jw's but only between Jehovah and the 144000. I believe Jesus is my mediator even if I am not one of the 144000."
And does your believe actually do anything or mean anything?
That is why I really hate the objection above. The GB can't change God's will. What He does is what he does.