have heard of Brothers™ - one of whom was a well-known Elder™ with huge amounts of responsibility in the Organization™ who was known to drink heavily on a regular basis. He was also known to have a violent temper and was physically abusive with his wife
that describes John Burgoise to a tee....I worked for him many summers and he was even the study conductor for all that baptism crap I had to go through...He ate cake and beer for breakfast and was a nototious wife beater. I am quite sure though many have heard his "stirring" oratories at one convention or another. A fine upstanding brother indeed. If you need help I am thinking you won't find it there. I wager what you will find is posturing on their behalf as Scully mentions dealing with you as one who has or might "brought reproach on Jehovah."