I was five years old and knew it wasn't the truth because of how "fake" everything was and how badly they spoke of people they didn't even know anything about. A five year old. Sensed the fakeness in all of it. I knew I would never get baptized.
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What woke you up?
by Israel Ricky Gonzales inin march of 2014, i was a very active jw, a ministerial servant, gave a public talk, was an attendant for the memorial, and one of 4 cleaning captains for an international convention of 40,000+ attendees.
so what woke me up?
an innocent comment from a co-worker about the candice conti court case rang a bell that could not be unrung.
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The fiance brought in witnesses today oh joy. QUESTIONS
by OneStepOut93 inso it's been seven months since i moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance.
they came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since i spoke to my parents.
i was never disfellowshipped because i was never baptized but there is still online limited contact.
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Yeah I may just not go tomorrow. I don't want to be greeted with false smiles.
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The fiance brought in witnesses today oh joy. QUESTIONS
by OneStepOut93 inso it's been seven months since i moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance.
they came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since i spoke to my parents.
i was never disfellowshipped because i was never baptized but there is still online limited contact.
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Adamah: Witnesses came to the door
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The fiance brought in witnesses today oh joy. QUESTIONS
by OneStepOut93 inso it's been seven months since i moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance.
they came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since i spoke to my parents.
i was never disfellowshipped because i was never baptized but there is still online limited contact.
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The fiance brought in witnesses today oh joy. QUESTIONS
by OneStepOut93 inso it's been seven months since i moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance.
they came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since i spoke to my parents.
i was never disfellowshipped because i was never baptized but there is still online limited contact.
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Anyone help me D:
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The fiance brought in witnesses today oh joy. QUESTIONS
by OneStepOut93 inso it's been seven months since i moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance.
they came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since i spoke to my parents.
i was never disfellowshipped because i was never baptized but there is still online limited contact.
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So it's been seven months since I moved out of my parents place and in with my (now) fiance. They came to our door this morning and it's been a long time since I spoke to my parents. I was never disfellowshipped because I was never baptized but there is still online limited contact. Anyways my fiance has been sad seeing me go without my parents so he invited the witnesses in and told them the whole story. They're picking me up for meeting tomorrow. *sigh* Since my fiance has never been a witness will they try and talk me into moving out or even breaking up with my fiance? He said he'd pretend to be a witness just so I can talk to my parents again. But I don't want to live a lie again. What do I do? Any predictions on what may happen tomorrow?
edit: I'm going with other witnesses they who are came to the door.
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When You Were A Witness Did You Tattle? Snoop?
by OneStepOut93 inwere you one of the witnesses that tattled and tried to find people doing "wrong"?.
or did you ever tattle on someone and regretted it later?
would you take it back?.
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Were you one of the witnesses that tattled and tried to find people doing "wrong"?
Or did you ever tattle on someone and regretted it later? Would you take it back?
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I'm Back In Yet Gone.. I HAVE RETURNED
by OneStepOut93 inhey guys it's been about three months since i've been on here, since then a lot has happened.
i left my family, moved in with my boyfriend and i am free of the cult.
my dad still talks to me but my other relatives haven't said a thing to me.
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Thank you Shador I plan to! And yes whathappened we were very close but she's also extremely zealous... she doesn't even talk to her brother and sister who are disfellowshipped.
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I'm Back In Yet Gone.. I HAVE RETURNED
by OneStepOut93 inhey guys it's been about three months since i've been on here, since then a lot has happened.
i left my family, moved in with my boyfriend and i am free of the cult.
my dad still talks to me but my other relatives haven't said a thing to me.
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Thanks WhatHappened and I doubt it but it would be nice if she did.
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I'm Back In Yet Gone.. I HAVE RETURNED
by OneStepOut93 inhey guys it's been about three months since i've been on here, since then a lot has happened.
i left my family, moved in with my boyfriend and i am free of the cult.
my dad still talks to me but my other relatives haven't said a thing to me.
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Hey guys it's been about three months since I've been on here, since then a lot has happened. I left my family, moved in with my boyfriend and I am free of the cult. My dad still talks to me but my other relatives haven't said a thing to me. I miss everyone especially my mom but I know that if I went back I would be living a lie. I'm happy, sad, and free. Woot woot.