VioletAnai
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Another Sad Story
by kheli inmy former best friend was murdered this morning in oregon.
apparently, she has been dating a "worldly" man for about a year now.
she went to visit him in oregon.
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VioletAnai
Warm hugs....
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My Husband Died One Year Ago Today
by Dutchie inafter eighteen years of marriage, my husband passed away last year of a terminal liver disease.
today is the aniversary of his death.
he died on april 22, 2001 and he was the love of my life.
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VioletAnai
Big, warm hugs to you Dutchie....although I haven't experienced the pain of losing a mate, I can only imagine the gaping hole left....
Will that with family and friends and those gorgeous kids of yours...they'll remind you of the beautiful things in life....
These are for you:
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A VERY SPECIAL THANKYOU TO THIS BOARD!
by VioletAnai inthank you, thank you, thank you for making me see that i'm wasting my time being in a world of bitter, twisted, self-absorbed people and helping me to wake up to the benefits of being a jehovah's witness!
if any of you come back with the ol - the jw's are full of bitter, twisted, people (in the most stupid arse voice of course!
), i'll reply, yeah, but not as rampant as the rest of the world.....call me crazy if you like, i don't care, because it's my salvation i'm worried about not yours....you've thrown it away because you can't see the bigger picture....trials and tribulation will always abound in this day and age...it is proving like job that we are not discouraged by the trials that gains us the most happiness because we know the trials won't go on much longer and jah will repay us 100 fold for our pain....that's a damn good reward to me!
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VioletAnai
When attacked you get defensive.....doesn't need any further explanation.....
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Violetanai's baptismal party - all invited
by Marilyn inbasically we're all open minded right?
so lets put aside our negative comments and throw a cyber-space send off for violet's up coming baptism into dubdom.
she said she's planning on getting baptised soon and clearly our advice and negative thoughts are hurting her feelings.
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VioletAnai
All I can do is sigh at you heaven, I'm done justifying myself.....and you are fully aware of what I meant, so don't be a smarty....
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Violetanai's baptismal party - all invited
by Marilyn inbasically we're all open minded right?
so lets put aside our negative comments and throw a cyber-space send off for violet's up coming baptism into dubdom.
she said she's planning on getting baptised soon and clearly our advice and negative thoughts are hurting her feelings.
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VioletAnai
Lilacs: have you noticed me being cruel and vindictive in the past? I try not to be...but today...I was attacked simply for trying to get a conversation started on a subject that I thought people would have alot of opinions about, instead it turned into a personal attack on my 'stupidity' and 'naivity', NEITHER OF WHICH I POSSESS. I am fully aware of all the facts and have weighed them up in my mind and balanced out the result....and my conclusion remains the same....
I'm sorry if I've offended way too many people today...but I think some deserved a bit of a rev! Even if I was terrible at it....
THIS IS MY LAST APOLOGY...if you want me to explain myself, go back and read all of todays posts...fffeeewww, what a record for me....
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Violetanai's baptismal party - all invited
by Marilyn inbasically we're all open minded right?
so lets put aside our negative comments and throw a cyber-space send off for violet's up coming baptism into dubdom.
she said she's planning on getting baptised soon and clearly our advice and negative thoughts are hurting her feelings.
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VioletAnai
Darling Dutchie: I have neva made an anouncement of departure from this board...I luv it...so many luverly people here and so many others....well lets not get into that now....
And I haven't as yet dedicated myself to Jah in prayer, I'm still working on it...how can I when I'm still struggling with dope...what I said is that I know baptism is right round the corner for me because I believe it in my heart and one day I will achieve that goal.....
That's all!
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Attacking Newbie JW's
by VioletAnai ini was attacked here when i first admitted that i was studying with the jw's.
i also noted that blessed_something or other (sorry, bad memory) was attacked also....just because we say something positive about the jw's!
i think that is mighty unfair and defeats the purpose of you trying to turn us against the jw's.
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VioletAnai
Like I said Marilyn...boo hoo...yer not the only one...try being sexually abused by a man hiding under a facade of purity....
But I cannot remain bitter at the jw's, they didn't do it. Eg. I was angry at my parents for so long for not protecting me, does this mean they they condoned it? NO! It was not their weakness that got me raped, it was DOUG - THE FRIGGING PERSON WHO DID IT!
As far as I'm concerned, blaming a whole religion for pain is a cop-out. Why don't you blame governments for all the pain they've put human beings in, oh and don't forget the denominations who shed blood in the name of God and Christ....at least jw's refused to do that....among others - I haven't forgotten them, just in case someone jumps down my throat for not covering EVERY point!!!!!!
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Are Jw's the only ones with apostates....
by VioletAnai inwho viciously attack the teachings and beliefs of their resigned religion?.
i was thinking of this last night....i have never in my life seen a movement so big as the apostates against jw's..... no other religion has displayed this....usually people just quietly leave and get on with their lives and there is no anomosity...even if they have been wronged by their religion.... but with jw's it's different...it's an all out and out attack on anyone and everyone who has something positive to say.... makes me believe the bible and the jw's even more...being here is setting the doubt in my mind right....
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VioletAnai
Thanx again Xander for putting words into my mouth, man I luv that....I do feel it is right in MY heart....I mentioned nothing about God putting the truth into my heart....Don't be such a bitter s.o.b...
I like yer sarcasism tho, reminds me of...me!
OF COURSE, I FORGOT...YOU'RE THE RIGHT ONE AREN'T YOU! How terrible of me not to keep that fact in the fore...
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A VERY SPECIAL THANKYOU TO THIS BOARD!
by VioletAnai inthank you, thank you, thank you for making me see that i'm wasting my time being in a world of bitter, twisted, self-absorbed people and helping me to wake up to the benefits of being a jehovah's witness!
if any of you come back with the ol - the jw's are full of bitter, twisted, people (in the most stupid arse voice of course!
), i'll reply, yeah, but not as rampant as the rest of the world.....call me crazy if you like, i don't care, because it's my salvation i'm worried about not yours....you've thrown it away because you can't see the bigger picture....trials and tribulation will always abound in this day and age...it is proving like job that we are not discouraged by the trials that gains us the most happiness because we know the trials won't go on much longer and jah will repay us 100 fold for our pain....that's a damn good reward to me!
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VioletAnai
Sunscapes, I didn't reply because yer points were valid and I thank you, but at the time I was trying to justify my thoughts and just had a backlash of negative shit to deal with....I didn't ignore you, in fact, I took your points and will mull over them....simply because you showed respect enough to address my post with the attention it was supposed to get.
Alot of others on this board show extreme respect to others, but then there is the other end of the scale and it is weighed down with bitterness, closemindedness, hatred and sorrow and that's something I can't fix......
I have dwelt too much on negative things in my life and I don't need the added burden of people here too....I appreciate the nicer things in the human psyche...like, immaturity, humour, kindness, love, compassion, respect, friendship, and I've seen major displays of it here...and that's great...but of course there will always be ones who want everyone to be as miserable as they are...I like to call them satans...because if they miss out, then they'll try to get everyone to miss out....
Ps. Bin on prozac, don't recommend it....try aropax instead....