I don't think your mother is "spiritually weak" that is a derogatory put down invented by
the WT to describe any person who is not a complete unquestioning, lock-step, insensitive,
submissive. Your mother is obviously paying attention to your anxiety about participating
in WT rituals you do not really believe in. Your mother loves you, I believe, MORE than she
she loves the "Governing Body" and she might be able to see some day, the false doctrines
of the "two classes" and the false Anti-Christ claims of the "Governing Body" that THEY are
the "sole channel of communication between man and God" They make meaningless, the
existance of Christ as Mediator and the freedom we are supposed to have to approach God
without any man, or group of men, or Priests or Popes or Governing Bodies, or intervention.
Ask her to show you where the word "Organization" appears in the Bible.