I`ll be checking my mail. Since God is not on my ok list he may end up on my junk/porno file.
witchywoman
one day god was looking down at earth and saw all of the evil that was going on.
he decided to send an angel down to earth to check it out.. .
so he called on a female angel and sent her to earth for a time.. .
I`ll be checking my mail. Since God is not on my ok list he may end up on my junk/porno file.
witchywoman
Dakota! Music good idea, Gloria Gaynor comes to mind.
I will survive!
witchywoman wish I knew how to send you the music viv
That is why people that have never been associated with jws don`t understand what we go through. You are grieving for your friends and your mother. You mother will always love you. Some days will be good, some not so good, some will be the hardest to get through. Do you have someone to talk to? Do you need someone. I am a mom. If you would like to drop me a letter feel free. Sometimes just an ear can help. Everyone that leaves this cult has a hard time. Maybe not in the same manner, but it is not easy for any of us.
Can you call your mom? Will that help? Will it make matters worse?
You are paying attention to your depression, don`t let it last too long. Depression is anger not released. You must release it in a healthy way. If you need proffesional help don`t be afraid to get it for yourself.
You need some motherly love....(((((((Vivamus))))))
Hang in there honey, we`re all trying to help each other.
witchywoman
Edited by - witchywoman on 10 August 2002 21:23:34
we are going to have an extensive article in the new york times this sunday.
there is an early addition that comes out in most cities around on saturday.
i encourage one and all to get your copy and do not miss the important piece of history.
Bill you are an incredible man. Thank you so much for the tip.
witchywoman
*** rs 34-7 apostasy ***
apostasy
apostasy is abandoning or deserting the worship and service of god, actually a rebellion against jehovah god.
In indication of these scriptural quotes the apostasy is inside the walls of the watchtower, quietly drawing away followers.The false teachers among them, would not be us. We are not among them. All indications point inward toward the Society.
witchywoman
i have been away from the wtbts for about 6 years after being with them for 18-20 years if i count the studying time.
i remember feeling as if i should add a title to my name.
you know like doctors are md's and lawyers are esq.
songmistress,
Welcome aboard, sounds like you already are begining to become the person you were always meant to be. It does take time. Your reflecting and meditating helps. Be kind to yourself and you will find that people will not beat you up about having been a jw. Be thankful for small things, your family sounds like they are happy to have you back. Something that helped me was to inivision my comfort zone as a circle. When I could not attempt to try or do something, I knew I was out of my comfort zone. If you can try something or attempt to do something that frightens you say once a week or once a month, eventualy your comfort zone will become larger the more you grow. When you attempt something for the first time you will know it by the way you are feeling, go with it to its completion. Once you have accomplished something out of your comfort zone, you will feel on top of the world like a child. Until one day you will look up and realize you have no more comfort zone.
Accept yourself for the songmistress that you are and others will too. Love yourself and be kind to yourself. You are no longer a jw, let the songmistress come out of your heart so that we can all see her. She`s in there. There is no shameless request for love and appreciation. Those are things that you deserve and should have in your life. Don`t deny your own requests. If they are important to you, it is not selfish on your part to want them.
Take care sweetie, I will looking for more of you here.
witchywoman
ps if that circle thing doesn`t make sense, let me know
if...... you had to choose just one to have for the rest of your life, which would it be?
affection or sex?
by affection here i mean snuggling, kissing, hand holding, all the little things.
Shall we shag now? Or shag later?
witchy
if...... you had to choose just one to have for the rest of your life, which would it be?
affection or sex?
by affection here i mean snuggling, kissing, hand holding, all the little things.
Welcome aboard stichione.
Me thinks we think the same.
naty: love ya girl!
witchywoman
my copy of crisis of conscience came today!
i also got a copy of understanding mind control among jws.
so far i am very impressed with both of them.
You are going to love it! Got mine a couple of weeks ago too. We have a lot to learn.
witchywoman
if...... you had to choose just one to have for the rest of your life, which would it be?
affection or sex?
by affection here i mean snuggling, kissing, hand holding, all the little things.
Affection or sex:
At this late date in the game, the game is over is over. It is time to cut to the chase. My choice would be for sex. I can live without the rest.
witchywoman