And I'll add another experience. Again, something as a JW I completely dismissed...
Back in 7th grade (woo-boy, long time ago), I ran into a guy in my music class. I can't describe how it felt - it's like when you run into a close friend after years apart, or a family member. They look different, but you know them. You know their name, you know what their hobbies are, their likes, dislikes, etc.
Anyway, that's what it was like. Like two old buddies, we caught up on our experiences, told some jokes, generally got along like best friends. He knew me. I knew him. And kept going for a week or so.
I don't remember what topic came up, but it occurred to me he was referring to an elementary school in another state than I went to. Then I started thinking about it, and realized...we had never met before. I mean, I KNEW him. I KNEW him, and he knew me just as well.
But, as we talked about it - we couldn't find ANYTHING in common with our past. We had really, REALLY never met - weren't even in the same state until recently. Certainly never met, became best friends, and seperated.
Of course, this was WAY too much for my JW-conditioned mind to accept - so I just proceeded assuming we had indeed both met, become best friends, seperated, then both completely forgot about it all. Anyway, at some point before baptism, I talked this over with the MS studying with me (father wasn't 'in the truth', so mom had a bro study with me [8>]), and he talked about it with the elders. They all agreed I should stop associating with this person (apparently, he must have been satanic and using demons to plant false feelings in my mind [8>][8>])
Xander F
(Unseen Apostate Directorate of North America - Ohio order)A fanatic is one who, upon losing sight of his goals, redoubles his efforts.
--George Santayana