And for my 600th post...
My point above was that - and I'd heard this before from visiting bethellites and COs, it just meant more from this guy because he was a friend - was that the society's 'unofficial' position is that as little as DOING A SEARCH on the net for 'jehovah's witnesses' demonstrated 2 things:
1) A lack of faith in the warnings and spiritual guidance the GB provides
2) An independent spirit - looking for outside knowledge or trying to 'run ahead of the org'
That's why I laughed at outnfree's comment. I was EXACTLY in that same boat. I do searches for warez sites, download zip crackers, mp3s, search for...uhhh....other sites ....
But could never get myself to even do as little as SEARCH on 'Jehovah's Witnesses'.
Why?
Because it was WRONG. [8>]
I actually did, eventually, and found this site. Read a few forums, was shocked, left. I did end up drifting away on my own, but when the big members-only convention came up this fall, I remembered this site and came back to read up on what people's thoughts were (since, obviously, my family wouldn't talk about it).
Xander F
(Unseen Apostate Directorate of North America - Ohio order)A fanatic is one who, upon losing sight of his goals, redoubles his efforts.
--George Santayana