Really had my eyes opened on this trust in Jehovah thing when my parents died. My dad had wanted to sell (for a nominal amount) some land to the Org. for a Kingdom Hall and he died before this was done. My sister (pioneer, wife to PO and caretaker of an assemblyhall) didn't want to sell it to them because she didn't want to wait for them to come up with the money and also she wanted more for it than they could afford at the time. Anyway knowing my dad's wishes I was going to buy the land with part of my money and donate it...she told me not to do it because I really couldn't afford to...so I asked her..don't you think Jehovah will take care of me if I do this? Her response...loud and long laughter....lol really made me think...if this "faithful" servant isn't willing to trust in Jehovah why the hell am I?
Needless to say I am now very happy things turned out as they did, but it really made an impression on me how they mouth the words but when it comes right down to it then rely on THEMSELVES just like everyone else!