Kelpie. I feel for you. Sure has not been a good couple of weeks for you.
On the other hand you do have a lot of great things to look forward to.
The shackles of the WTBTS are loosened, and you have gone from being a prisioner of the Watchtower to a prisioner of love.
You are discovering freedom, and true friendship.........and you're getting married !
Congratulations, and take care !