yah...got a point there...but just for a moment it felt good to be in such power over someone that was such in a control position of rank and file suckers...but a good two cents...it did make me stop and think about the consequences of that type of action...
Posts by zanex
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27moral dilemna
by zanex ini have been df'd for a good long time and have gone/going through the different stages of the healing process but i dont think that i am anywhere to giving up all of my deep-seated anger and hostility that i continue to have.
i have gotten attatched to it, ironically enough.
my moral and maybe somewhat ethical delimmna is: i am in a service provider position and i provide translation services for members of a specific community of interest...problem is that a certain person has come into my focus of the world...an elder.......a great many bones in my body want to manipulate and maneuver his life into the palm of my hand....then crush him.
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moral dilemna
by zanex ini have been df'd for a good long time and have gone/going through the different stages of the healing process but i dont think that i am anywhere to giving up all of my deep-seated anger and hostility that i continue to have.
i have gotten attatched to it, ironically enough.
my moral and maybe somewhat ethical delimmna is: i am in a service provider position and i provide translation services for members of a specific community of interest...problem is that a certain person has come into my focus of the world...an elder.......a great many bones in my body want to manipulate and maneuver his life into the palm of my hand....then crush him.
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I have been df'd for a good long time and have gone/going through the different stages of the healing process but I dont think that I am anywhere to giving up all of my deep-seated anger and hostility that I continue to have. I have gotten attatched to it, ironically enough. My moral and maybe somewhat ethical delimmna is: I am in a service provider position and I provide translation services for members of a specific community of interest...problem is that a certain person has come into my focus of the world...an elder.......a great many bones in my body want to manipulate and maneuver his life into the palm of my hand....then CRUSH him. Is that BAD of me? I just recently met this "brother" I shudder to call him. I dont even really know him...just the fact that he is a jw elder makes me want to grind him under the heel of my shoe...I havent taken any steps toward any actual actions against him but grrrrr....I SOOOO want to...I have some type of professional courtesy that I picked up somewhere...so far it is all that has stood in between of my seething venom and his clueless mask of total idiocy....any ideas..comments...places a good high powered grenade launcher can be purchased?
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dating an exjw
by garfield ini have been dating an exjw for a while now ( he is a poster here, zanex) just lookin for any advice anyone might have.
i am a non-jw and the only thing that i know about jws are what he has told me and it is not a pretty picture.
he mentioned this board to me a while back so i thought i would check it out.
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zanex
ahh i see that my better half, garfield, has decided to make a post...;) If I can say anything about her it is that she is a very very down-to-earth person..she is takin my parents with as much grace as she has. (I am quite the lucky guy to have met her) I know she will be readin this...heh heh. 10 points for zanex! Dont hesistate to be brutally honest with her...she can handle it...she may not fully understand everything that I have gone thru within the scope of the jw dynamic but she does her best! thanx garfield fer takin the time to come here and check it out...means a lot to me...:)
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Financial Help.
by Yizuman inhit my posting limit and am using my second account..... i don't know if anyone can help or not.. but i am in a desprate situation whereas i have to swallow my pride and seek out some help.. i am behind rent as well as my morgage ( i own a moble home on a lot rent).. need food as well.. phone needs to stay in service since i am deaf and need it as part my text communication for hopes of landing a better job.
sister can email me to let me know if a employer calls, so i can drive over and find out what's up from there.. i work at wal-mart and alot of us have our hours cut to 20+ hrs a week, so this is hurting me fianacially.. job hunts is hard since i am deaf since most employers seems to prefer hiring a hearing person.. i know of a deaf friend who is unemployed and he went thru 20 job interviews in a month.
none of them ever called or emailed him to say he got a job.. family can't help since they all have their own problems to deal with.. i can post all the info you need if anyone needs it, such as my landlord's address and my morgage address if anyone wants to mail a check directly to them.
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yiz...
hmmm where do I start...first let me validate myself, I have 2 deaf parents..count em, 2. I have read through all of your posts and from what I have read you sound as though you have a strong vocabulary base and a head for phrasing. To be honest...if you ARE deaf and you have that good of a vocabulary then you should REALLY be working somewhere other than walmart...I find it hard to swallow some of your cries for "pity on the deaf person" my parents never even at their lowest would have used their deafness as a way to solicit others' financial resources. Trust me... with as intelligent as you sound It surprises me that you bring up your "deafness" as a reason for not being able to succeed. Both of my parents are degree'd with a father who runs his own college level language translation program. This thread has really hit a nerve with me...use that language ability that you have been given for some better purpose than asking for assistance on a public forum board such as this...
you said in one paragraph that idioms were a difficulty and just a post or two later your mother was "fighting tooth and nail" hmmm tooth and nail eh? Thats quite a mouthful of idiomic english vocabulary...if by some random chance I am wrong then I will be more than glad to retract my statements but I wonder about the validity of your claim to being "deaf". Even if you are, use some other reason to justify your need for assitance. Being deaf is no excuse for not being able to get ahead...
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ANYBODY FROM THE CENTRAL VALLEY IN CALI!?
by NaruNaruChan in.
just curious, anybody from california or the central valley area ???.
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frezno checkin in here...I thnk thats as central valley as it gets...least I think so anyway...
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What's Your WORST Vice???
by minimus innow that you no longer have any real restrictions, have you allowed yourself to do something "naughty"?
what's your worst vice?
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zanex
heh heh my worse vice ever i would have to say would be that of sexual fornication and that one I did EXTREMELY well...lol hello to everyone from zanex!
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What "RULES" Did YOU Want To BREAK?
by minimus insince the organization has so many rules, did you ever just want to break a rule, just to do it?
one rule that i enjoyed breaking was the 15 to 20 minute rule that you were supposed to come to the meeting early.
i was regularly tardy.
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zanex
minimus: I actually DID get "threatened" with the ominous idea of the judicial comittee for the piercings but they busted me for smoking cigarettes first. It was a long week.
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What "RULES" Did YOU Want To BREAK?
by minimus insince the organization has so many rules, did you ever just want to break a rule, just to do it?
one rule that i enjoyed breaking was the 15 to 20 minute rule that you were supposed to come to the meeting early.
i was regularly tardy.
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zanex
I think that some of the rules that I thnk I would have like to see broken would have been hmm lemme see...dating without a chaperone, piercing myself without fear of judicial retaliation, hangin out with worldlies wihtout a freaking biblical lecture on "bad associations spoil useful habits" geez I used to HATE hearin those words...lol funny that I ended up turnin into that "bad association" lol. Irony...what fun...
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zanex
see thats the problem with all of these jokes..lol the answers are all so predictable...yep u can slam the door on a jw..LOL
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zanex
whats the difference between a jdub and a yugo?