Hello Drue,
As to why you decided to post this item, I guess I can only state some of my own thoughts. It is always frightening, and so sad, to hear of such a tragedy.
..140 lives snuffed out in the blink of an eye. We immediately think of our own mortality...how quickly 'that one thing' could happen to end our lives, and the lives of those we love.
How many times have most of us said something such as, "Drive carefully, have a safe trip, watch out for the drunks, don't drive too fast," and various other expressions that are typically used in our respective cultures. We say such phrases casually, but I think they stem from our fears.
And, more importantly, I believe we 'relate' to the families in the pain and ensuing grief that they will deal with as long as they live. 140 humans died, but hundreds more are directly impacted by the tragedy. Wives, husbands, children, grandparents, friends, coworkers, and on-and-on.
Most of us here, can relate on another 'level' having experienced the 'chain of pain and grief' of being 'shunned' by dear family members, due to the WTBTS policies.
You, working for an airline, must feel this for the reasons I expressed above, but also for unique 'associated' reasons as an airline employee. Concerns regarding mechanical and structural issues, pilot competence, etc. come to mind...information that you, in particular, are aware of, yet have no control over. Sometimes...sometimes, we just feel so helpless. Don't we?
Alas, I can only offer you my own brand of understanding, and some sincere
((((((((Hugs)))))))), dear Drue.