The UN thing.
That was what broke their grip on my mind. The open hypocrisy was more than I could stomach. I realized then that THEY don't believe what they teach. Until then I thought they were sincere; but after that I realized they were worse than merely wrong. Everything else just was mere confirmation of the sickening blow to the gut I felt when I realized that they had ridden the wild beast and were just as bad as the rest of Babylon the Great - or so I believed then. I'm more pragmatic now, of course, but I'm not getting back on the carousel, either.
CZAR