I only have a quetion to which i would like a reply. If being a JW is what we should do to avoid the wrath of god then why did he kill my mum, slowly and painfully. When she was totally devoted to him?
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The desire to return just for family's sake
by Ephanyminitas inthose of you who have close witness family members -- how hard has it been not to just throw up your hands and just return to the society, just for appearance's sake?
my parents, whom i love very much, are witnesses, and it's very difficult for me to go day to day knowing that i'm completely letting them down.
i no longer believe anything the society says, but oh how tempting it would be to just go back and fake my way through, knowing that i could give my parents peace.
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I can totally agree. I was brought up as a JW, however when my mum died i rethought by belief and chose to leave. At the time i was living with my brother and his family, who were still involved. i felt somewhat pressurised to carry on. My one main concern was that if my mum was still alive i would have carried on as a JW. I felt somehow i was letting her down, but then i also thought that it would be pointless to preach something i clearly didn't belive in anymore.