I realise that you have received much feedback from others over the past day and would understand it if you felt perhaps beleagered by it all. However, do hang on in here.
Steve, Scoob is a long-time member of this board and people here have always tried to show him the realities of the JW mindset, but he has very often shown a confused thinking and fuzzed logic. Sometimes he jokes and we think he's serious; sometimes he's serious and we think he's joking. These are the things that make him look like an idiot.
But, Scoob, come on! Let's be serious this time, ok?
You are an outcast of the JW religion (religion?); as you know, a religion is made up of people. People on this board have shown you far more comprehension and understanding than you ever had in the religion we were once part of; how can you try to equate the way people here treat others with the way JWs do? Remember this, Scoob: the reason why you came out clean and told people here about your personal life was exactly because you knew you would be understood and supported, and you were! Would you do the same in the JW circles with no consequences?
Sometimes is hard to understand whether you're plain silly or just want to tease people here... and they're getting tired of this!
Quick, quick, Scoob, call the elders and ask for a reinstatement "bible study" immediately.
Observador.