Secretslaveclass, I get what you are saying and I am perplexed as well.
If I can be receptive to new facts, why can't others?
As we have all come to know so well, The GB demonize all new facts that don't come from them and their literature. I feel pity for the JW stuck in fear of the GB just as the North Koreans are afraid of the regime, or the Japanese were afraid of the imperial government. We've overcome our fear and are free, but we must try to be patient with other JW's who haven't woken up. It's a process I think.
John Aquila, don't stress yourself out. Don't let their buffoonery rob you of your joy and energy.