Nadsam,
No one will ever understand what happened to you unless they experienced it for themselves. This is why I am for the removal of oppression in the form or regimes like Sadam and Mugabe - even by force. I have more in common with you than you will ever know. While I am angry with the lack of support from the JW's I am more angry at oppressors who commit these crimes in the first place. Message me if you like and we can exchange email addresses.
Donkey