Alan,
I was truly angry over this issue. I was willing to die for the sake of neutrality and I gave up so much because of it - in fact no one will ever comprehend how much it changed and affected my whole life. It cost me a precious price that can never be reclaimed and over 20 years later it still haunts me and causes me pain and nightmares. But unfortunately, I cannot say any more publicly on this issue.
Donkey