Reality does sometimes really suck! Why did you get dfd if you don't mind me asking? Anyway yeah it blows finding out it was all a fairytale, but hopefully your young enough to make a life for yourself and find happiness. By the way most of the feelings your having is because you have ptsd. All I know is now life and the feeling of it is raw, but also more real. I have a much better appreciation for all things now in life. It's almost as if you survived a near death experience, and now you really want to live every day like its the last. Become more passionate and go live!! If others around you lack this appreciation then find people that do. I often think if I was with a woman that was an atheist she would treat me better then any JW woman ever could.
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Need some help: Existential crisis in full swing
by Freeandclear inso is anyone else having an existential crisis after becoming fully awake?
let me explain.
about 2 years ago i read coc, still believed and tried to get back in da troof.
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First exchange in years about JW religion with my wife...
by NVR2L8 intoday my wife showed me the new medical directive and power of attorney form she got at the meeting.
surprisingly she asked if i wanted to fill mine!
i have been inactive for 6 years and i don't go close to any jw gatherings because i don't want friends who only care for me unless i share their beliefs.
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Crazyguy
You should of asked why it's not ok to have a blood transfusion if it's human blood but ok when it's cows?
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Wild speculation / fearless prediction: how to (continue to) ratchet up the flock's fear
by sir82 ini've been thinking: what with all the bunker videos at the rc, instilling fear and paranoia and excitement among the masses, what could the gb do as a follow-up?
how do they feed the flame?.
how about identifying the "king of the north"?.
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Crazyguy
They won't be to specific that has done them in in the past. They'll probably keep it vague and somehow tie the pedo lawsuits in with the coming persecution, hoping most JW s will then ignore the news about these cases.
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Why a drop of over 3,700 publishers in the Democratic Republic of Congo?
by freddo inlooking at the figures for 2014 to 2015 the numbers have dropped from 180,343 to 176,585.. any idea why?.
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They switched thier brains on, maybe.
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How long can this cult remain with only kids becoming members?
by Crazyguy init's become clear that very few from outside the religion are joining anymore.
if only the kids of the people that are already in are the one replacing the members as they die off and 50% let's say of the kids leave then how long can they realistically last before the downturn becomes obvious?.
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Another thing to remember is a lot of parents are just plain wacko in one way or another on how they raise thier kids. Children figure out its wacko and want to get away from this unfair parenting. This causes more to leave because they equate the parental wackiness with the cult. In the hall I was last attending the older kids are running for the doors to get away.
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Bethel downsizing is still coming
by dropoffyourkeylee ini spoke with a bethelite (non-us) last week who says that a 20-25% downsize is coming at their bethel in the fall of 2016. this is in addition to the cutbacks of 2015. more will be sent out 'to the field'..
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Crazyguy
Thier going digital so no need for all these places. Thier probably going to liquidate every thing they can to hide the money from the lawyers. Then start investing again under different corporations hoping the lawyers won't find the money.
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Thought crime is death: Thought stopping taught to Jehovah’s Witnesses
by Watchtower-Free inhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9omh-eip3ng.
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Crazyguy
What's her Chanel?
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How long can this cult remain with only kids becoming members?
by Crazyguy init's become clear that very few from outside the religion are joining anymore.
if only the kids of the people that are already in are the one replacing the members as they die off and 50% let's say of the kids leave then how long can they realistically last before the downturn becomes obvious?.
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Crazyguy
It's become clear that very few from outside the religion are joining anymore. If only the kids of the people that are already in are the one replacing the members as they die off and 50% let's say of the kids leave then how long can they realistically last before the downturn becomes obvious?
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Just called into the Kingdom Hall, Speaker said he couldn't tell if anyone was listening to his talk... Well I was and what a joke
by Greybeard injust called into the kingdom hall, speaker said he couldn't tell if anyone was listening to his talk now that everyone uses electronic devices and nobody laughed... well i did!.
he also mentioned when everyone used the bible he could hear the pages flipping and he knew they were following along.
this was really funny to me.
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Crazyguy
My daughter has used this product it's the only thing that has helped a bit. The fact that they still make a negative about medical marijuana is crap. This cult is so out of thier minds.
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Should I stay married to my JW wife
by gatorguy inme and my wife were at the beach the other day and i finally told her, i don't think i believe in god anymore.
i fessed up to the fact that it started with me doubting some jw beliefs and then it just led me to this point where i don't even believe in god.
i wouldn't say that i even have a negative view towards jw's or religion in general.
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Crazyguy
I would give her time to deal with what you said and then see how she reacts. If your relationship goes down the tubes an it and she becomes cold towards you then it's time to move on. You have one life , I repeat you have one life! When it's over it's over so you want to make it the best you can. Do what you need to do to make your life the best!