Consider this. I have a relative that has a condition where their nerves are miss firing and the brain is broken in that way too. A totally normal person except they get these phantom sensations though out their body. Mostly pain, excruciating pain, like feeling as though someone has just chopped off your leg or your body has been dipped into battery acid or a body part stabbed with a knife. Its not just pain, body organs don't work properly and start to atrophy. This persons lungs will just stop working at times neither taking in air or expelling it. The pain of this condition and one other has made doctors re-do the pain scale that was from 1-10 now to 1-50. The feeling of wanting to kill yourself because of the pain is at about the low 30s on the scale. Loosing all your senses ,taste, smell, eye sight etc, and passing out do to the pain is near 50. This person has been to 50. They often go into uncontrollable spasms as their body freaks out in pain. Doctors have no cure and all treatments by western medicine is a joke! Most of these people are bed ridden or are in wheel chairs and end up killing themselves do to the excruciating pain.
This person and their family is devote JW's, yet where is Jehovah in all this. This person is a child a beautiful wonderful loving child. Yet where is god in all this??? This person suffers beyond belief and yet again where is GOD or JESUS in all of THIS? They are supposed to be all about LOVE yet where in the HELL ARE THEY IN ALL OF THIS?
I have more love in my left nut then all the gods in the universe because if I had the power I would fix this child even if it meant my own life to do so! So the next time your thinking about where god is know that he's not thinking about where you are!