You may want to start with realizing the Bible is just a book or should I say a collection of books that were put in to a bible. There's contradictions in the Bible prophecies that didn't come true, scientific and mathematical mistakes. Don't believe me look at Ezekiel chapter 29 and the desolation of Egypt that never happened. Google the city of Tyre a city that was supposed to be destroyed forever.
If you hope the Bible or religions based on the Bible will fix your problems or make your life great your delusional, sorry to be blunt. Anyway you're only going to live once so what do you want to do with your one shot your one and only life? But also what price are you willing to pay? Only you can make this decision.