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Being a Jonah

by Pepper in

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friends

so many times during the frustrations associated with my brain injury i often asked in brief whispers what is the right religion and please what is truth.

the feeling of being scared has been echoed in my mind untold times.

i used to have a strong belief system and upbringing, now i am a mirrored image or reflection of the man i used to be before my brain injury i don't know what happened to my faith, i guess it just hopped on the wagon of self incrimination along with everything else that was happening around me.

nightwarrior

AGAPE PEPPER

Now that you have seen yourself in a mirror image type formatt,having been through the life and death situation concerning your surgery,allthough you see yourself as the same person whom stood in front of the mirror,before the operation,you are questioning yourself covering everything which you were obliged to do automatcaly,even down to who is this person staring at me from the mirror,your faith or beleif has allso taken a sharp knock,you have come to realize that life has its limitations also you have realized that you are at a crossroads wherby you can now see and think for yourself,ive been serving god for all these years and now look at me,ive been punished by him,what have i been doing wrong ,i hate him does he exist,

Sorry to say this but have you been serving man,instead of serving god,the creator has shown how we can serve him ,by showing love and participating in love to fellow men,not as the borg direct you to as they are just a magazine community selling magazines,how can you sell or pedal the word of god without any conscience ,

i know through experience you have been left on your own to face the comeback from your operation,initialy you were supported ,then the visits became less frequent you may have lost what you considerd close friends whom just stopped calling ,you havenot lost your faith in god you gave man to much power within your life ,you lost faith in man and now you are questioning relationships with others,your question which is the right religion ,i know that the creator finds everyman acceptable to him whomsoever listens to his voice ,and this applys to all nations tribes and tongues,how you live your life and how you treat others especialy by showing love and empathy to everyman is a recomendation in showing which is the right road to follow its not a question of whom has the right religion as god is not religiouse,

as my wife said if you want to email us ,all you need is one finger to start your journey if you are able ,i shall now call you salt not pepper as you appear to have been seasoned with manifested awakenings of thought you are no longer a robot ,yes you are now free to choose either way.

mirror image are you salt or pepper

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Being a Jonah

by Pepper in

jw
friends

so many times during the frustrations associated with my brain injury i often asked in brief whispers what is the right religion and please what is truth.

the feeling of being scared has been echoed in my mind untold times.

i used to have a strong belief system and upbringing, now i am a mirrored image or reflection of the man i used to be before my brain injury i don't know what happened to my faith, i guess it just hopped on the wagon of self incrimination along with everything else that was happening around me.

nightwarrior

Jonah

Mrs Nightwarrior here..... just before I go out for shopping, I thought I would read any new postings, and your posting has really struck a chord with me.......

Mr Nightwarrior underwent major spinal surgery, close to his brain some 11 years ago..... but what happened to him seems to be the opposite to how you are feeling, in regard that he felt closer to Jehovah than ever before because he really had to put his trust in Him.... also he learnt to talk and not 'pray'....to Jehovah, I know that may sound silly ot some, but when you have been through such a traumatic situtation you can understand this... but I hope that you feel that here you can speak to people who will encourage you... the operation that my husband had, left him disabled.....but he also started to 'think' alot, and he started to question man ie. WTS.. alot more, and he realised that it was not man who got him through the bad days, but Jehovah, and the power of talking to Him on a daily, hourly basis.... his relationship changed completely, over the years he has changed so much, in that his reliance is totally on Jehovah, not man, because if we leave ourselves open to man, we are only disappointed.... I know for a fact that the WTS do not like this, and hence because Mr Nightwarrior doubted things over the ensuing years, eventually the WTS disassociated him, Mr NW did not write anything to them, but the WTS took it upon themselves, but this has made him even stronger, because it showed that the WTS did not care about his illness, or the way that he was feeling, but because he dare question certain matters....

Butr Jonah, please take encouragement from this, it may sound garbled, but it is only 11am here in London, but if you wish to e-mail us please feel free.... we would love to hear from you.....

Know that you are in our talks to Jehovah, and that He will keep you going...

Agape Love

NW

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FARTING IN THE KINGDOM HALL.

by nightwarrior in

i was lead to beleive that cleanlinness was next to godliness,that jehovah is a clean god, .

as we as a family sat down behind ( being the operative word ) a couple of elderly sisters ,arriving late we took the only seats available,even then we caused disruption as we even i were fighting over the seats as to where one would sit ,sure enough i allways seemed to end up in the firing line of these elderly fat arsed sisters,whom allways ended up farting in your face,the smell was so strong that you could actualy taste the stench it in the air 10 minutes later,i allways felt sick ,my children grinning .

how did you cope yourself

nightwarrior

HERE WE GO AGAIN

I was lead to beleive that cleanlinness was next to godliness,That jehovah is a clean god,

As we as a family sat down behind ( being the operative word ) a couple of elderly sisters ,arriving late we took the only seats available,even then we caused disruption as we even i were fighting over the seats as to where one would sit ,sure enough i allways seemed to end up in the firing line of these elderly fat arsed sisters,whom allways ended up farting in your face,the smell was so strong that you could actualy taste the stench it in the air 10 minutes later,i allways felt sick ,my children grinning at me as they knew what was going to happen next, phew, here we go again no warning, just the smell of rancid dead putrifying dead flesh, one of these sisters claimed not to have had a bath or shower for at least six months ,and this was in a rich congregation in london england,i mostly spent my time at the back of the hall

HOW DID YOU COPE YOURSELF

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I'M HAVING MY BABY

by bluesapphire in

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friends

i just wanted to let you know that i'm having my only son tomorrow at 4:00 pm by cesarean section.

i'll be away for a while and when i come back i don't know how much time i'll have but i wanted you all to know.

i'll post the details when i get home monday or tuesday..

nightwarrior

CONGRATULATIONS,

Just do one thing for me please, just try and keep your legs closed when delivering ,ok if you could you will be enterd into the guinness book of records ,are you ready????

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EVER BEEN USED AS A SCAPEGOAT

by nightwarrior in

the presiding overseer approached me one day with another brother ,his son in law.with a sarcastic smile on his face .

informing them that a man was seen exposing himself in an area where children and familys frequent,i replied dont be silly that is a seriouse matter,looking to him and his son in law,well someone gave the registration number of one of his vehicles in to the police,and therfore he was visited by the police hence all his family got to find out, .

at this moment in time myself and family were traveling around in our motorhome miles away from the area he was supposed to have been in ,but he still needed someone to blame within the congregation,therfore his whole family sat down and ,decided that i was the one to have reported him annonmously ,on reflection another brother visited us and stayed on holiday over the weekend due to his son being with us,therfore i wouldnot put it past him ,i should have done it myself, .

nightwarrior

HI YERUSALIM

Sure being used as a toy boy counts (butt as in butt ) how did you manage were you kept in diamonds and pearls ,with your toy boy image as shown in yor photograph i guess you like it a little rough yourself,bet you were used by and as an elders bit of rough,as per your comments.

nice to meet you you brazen hussy,

Come on you can do better than 3 sylables

This is the first post i think werby i am answering myself .

any one else ???????

agape love to you whom have answered so far

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ime not coming to help you says an elder

by nightwarrior in

hallo friends.

going back into the past is never any good as if you look back the past drags you back ,but in this instance i am showing how loving or unloving some elders are,.

well the telephone rang and it was an elderly sister whos husband recently died,she met him as a bible study when he was ill in a wheelchair,you know the type of sister dressed up as mutton ,young in mind but old in body,youve met the type before werby all women resent them ,tight clothes, pouting lips and seemingly flirting with every man she has a conversation with always imposing her breasts in your face ,the type that squirms on the doorsteps,in a sexual type if way allways speaking to the husband rather than the wife ,anyhow i was offerd to study with a friend of hers,being the husband whom at the time was not working due to having a broken foot,this eventualy healed ,both the husband and myself had recourse,to go to a sisters house due to the fact that the ( bailiffs ) were coming in the following weekend to remove carpets from her property,which where fitted, to the floor ,this poor sister had phoned the presiding overseer up explaining that her husband had left her and was staying in america with another woman,she needed immediate assistance ,allso someone had threatend to burn her house down,she pleaded with this elder to come round and help her ,of course she waited and waited a week later she was still waiting for assistance i had allready loaned her the money for her carpets,which she returned a week later , .

nightwarrior

HALLO FRIENDS

Going back into the past is never any good as if you look back the past drags you back ,but in this instance i am showing how loving or unloving some elders are,

Well the telephone rang and it was an elderly sister whos husband recently died,she met him as a bible study when he was ill in a wheelchair,you know the type of sister dressed up as mutton ,young in mind but old in body,youve met the type before werby all women resent them ,tight clothes, pouting lips and seemingly flirting with every man she has a conversation with always imposing her breasts in your face ,the type that squirms on the doorsteps,in a sexual type if way allways speaking to the husband rather than the wife ,anyhow i was offerd to study with a friend of hers,being the husband whom at the time was not working due to having a broken foot,this eventualy healed ,both the husband and myself had recourse,to go to a sisters house due to the fact that the ( bailiffs ) were coming in the following weekend to remove carpets from her property,which where fitted, to the floor ,this poor sister had phoned the presiding overseer up explaining that her husband had left her and was staying in america with another woman,she needed immediate assistance ,allso someone had threatend to burn her house down,she pleaded with this elder to come round and help her ,of course she waited and waited a week later she was still waiting for assistance i had allready loaned her the money for her carpets,which she returned a week later ,

My point is this woman was desperate for help ,destitute for money ,and never received any help whatsoever from the congregation she had been with for the last 10 years, the elder spoke to her three weeks later ,what the bloody hell do you call sheperding the flock,

HAVE YOU BEEN TREATED THIS WAY OR SIMULAIR,HAPPY TO SAY THIS MAN IS NOW JUST AN ELDER,AND HE IS BENT AND CORRUPT IN HIS DEALINGS,IS THIS A WAY TO TREAT ANYONE WHOM NEEDS HELP.

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EVER BEEN USED AS A SCAPEGOAT

by nightwarrior in

the presiding overseer approached me one day with another brother ,his son in law.with a sarcastic smile on his face .

informing them that a man was seen exposing himself in an area where children and familys frequent,i replied dont be silly that is a seriouse matter,looking to him and his son in law,well someone gave the registration number of one of his vehicles in to the police,and therfore he was visited by the police hence all his family got to find out, .

at this moment in time myself and family were traveling around in our motorhome miles away from the area he was supposed to have been in ,but he still needed someone to blame within the congregation,therfore his whole family sat down and ,decided that i was the one to have reported him annonmously ,on reflection another brother visited us and stayed on holiday over the weekend due to his son being with us,therfore i wouldnot put it past him ,i should have done it myself, .

nightwarrior

HI PETTY GRUDGER

Yes this pervert did have lots of enimies as he was a bent second hand car salesman, over the years he had ripped of many many people single mothers /one parent familys and lots of others through his bent dealings with them selling unroadworthy vehicles,all without any remorse,causing people to leave the congregation ,you know the type,large family lots of money,through his dealings ,

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DEVASTED by Wife Leaving...

by confuzcious in

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friends

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thanks for the advice guys...edited by - confuzcious on 31 january 2003 11:51:20.

nightwarrior

hi confuciouse.

A sister whom had a terrible marriage wherby her husband initialy was an out & out drunk as in alcholic, anyways they both became baptized in due course,this man sorry to say was like a washed out skeleton with no personality,no sense of humour he was justlike a zomby,and i mean it literaly ,no smile no compassion just a thing devoid of human responses ,yet his wife stuck by him as a j.w. his former life with his wife was spent working and drinking binges all of ther married life,she said to me one day i would rather have my husband drunk all the time than the person or thing the society accept as a blueprint for a human he still goes through the motions of being an absent husband,yet his wife still sticks with him ,as he is sanctioned by the society ,allthough with no human atributes,

In your case, i would start going to the kingdom hall your wife is in or maybee one close by and take up with someone within the same cong and make her jealouse ,play the game and go play as many as her friends as you can,ring her closest friend up and confide in her tell her you need someone to talk to,better stillgo back to your mistresses and start a new life become strong within yourself,another thing you could find headed notepaper from the bethel and send her a letter direct from them demanding that she return back to her marriage mate as she is bringing reproach onto the organization,

Send that letter as she cannot but obey if it is sent from the bethel.

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EVER BEEN USED AS A SCAPEGOAT

by nightwarrior in

the presiding overseer approached me one day with another brother ,his son in law.with a sarcastic smile on his face .

informing them that a man was seen exposing himself in an area where children and familys frequent,i replied dont be silly that is a seriouse matter,looking to him and his son in law,well someone gave the registration number of one of his vehicles in to the police,and therfore he was visited by the police hence all his family got to find out, .

at this moment in time myself and family were traveling around in our motorhome miles away from the area he was supposed to have been in ,but he still needed someone to blame within the congregation,therfore his whole family sat down and ,decided that i was the one to have reported him annonmously ,on reflection another brother visited us and stayed on holiday over the weekend due to his son being with us,therfore i wouldnot put it past him ,i should have done it myself, .

nightwarrior

The presiding overseer approached me one day with another brother ,his son in law.with a sarcastic smile on his face ,half friendly & half seriouse asking if i had telephoned the police ,concerning him, over what i asked ,the reported incident went like this,someone gave a complete description of him height etc and also passed on his vehicle registration number to the police

Informing them that a man was seen exposing himself in an area where children and familys frequent,i replied dont be silly that is a seriouse matter,looking to him and his son in law,well someone gave the registration number of one of his vehicles in to the police,and therfore he was visited by the police hence all his family got to find out,

At this moment in time myself and family were traveling around in our motorhome miles away from the area he was supposed to have been in ,but he still needed someone to blame within the congregation,therfore his whole family sat down and ,decided that i was the one to have reported him annonmously ,on reflection another brother visited us and stayed on holiday over the weekend due to his son being with us,therfore i wouldnot put it past him ,i should have done it myself,

The point is has anyone ever tried to blame you for something ,they had done themselves or lied about you .

how did it affect you.

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Deep virgin talker

by be wise in

jw
friends

when i read things on this site i just cried because it reminded me of the extreme attiutudes of such people that i haven't been exposed to in such a long time.

i've been through as much shit as the next person but i am not bitter.

a lot of it comes down to individuals perceptions of their beliefs.

nightwarrior

Hi there deep virgin

YES YOUR RIGHT BUT INITIALY one has to cope with the betrayal of the organization against the individual then theres the pain followed by the guilt trip as if your going against the creator then comes your revenge again followed by saddness followed by exposing the borg then comes the healing from other postings finaly your mind becomes free ,then you decide to warn and helpothers through postings ,lastly you come into a r real relationship with any diety you wish to choose mine was freedom of thoughts and freedom to please myself ,as well as freedom to find out more clearly the path to life.

agape love to you all