An interesting tale of a baby's bath
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an interesting tale of a baby's bath.
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An interesting tale of a baby's bath
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today, discovery channel let me travel with sir anthony hopkins to the inner realms of africa, on a quest to find the king and queens of the animal world - lions.
as i was enchanted with the raw power and grace these big cats possessed, i was also given the sight of a lion held in captivity.
it growled, and roared, and walked in his cage, daring the outside world to meet him on his own terms, without iron bars keeping him in captivity.
Viv, I think that's a great analogy of what many are going through. I know I am. For a couple of years I felt like I was finally free and becoming somewhat of a lion. But somewhere in the past 14 months I was caged. I don't know what happened. Right now my cage of fear is one of trust and rejection and the bars are triple strength.
I appreciate you posting your feelings about your day. I truly do wish your tomorrow is much better. Let us know.
Take care and have peace, Theresa
today i found out that my dad committed suicide, probably on sunday sometime.
his body was found today and the plano police department called me.
i am numb and grieving, kind of relieved for a lot of reasons, and very very sad.
I so sorry to hear of your loss. My condolences to you and your family.
Theresa
i was thinking of this the other day,,,,,,, feeling guilty of putting my kids thru this, even thou it was not my intention at all,,,,,,,all the meetings, all the service , ,, fear was the motivating factor in doing all of the things jw's do every week.. five meetings a week jw children are subjected to hearing in graphic detail of how the birds will eat the eyeballs out of those who die in armeggedon.
then they are told they better keep on the cramped and narrow path or they will end up the same.
then they hear all the things god did in the past for those who didnt do what he said,,,,,,,terrified they will be his next victims.
How so very true! And after what happened to me today, I'm going to try to have a very open discussion with my oldest children, 25 & 26 regarding how they feel about what we taught them up until they were young teens. I had my 90 day med check with my psychiatrist today and told her about my recent discovery of XJW boards. She asked me about how I felt, what it did for me etc. I told her I was relating to experiences & remembering feelings that I had long forgotten, and it was helping. To briefly explain what JWs teach, I described to her somewhat graphically what JW children were taught about Armegeddon. If you were bad, you didn't love god and you will be one of the dead bodies that would litter the busy street below her window. If you were good, and you could never be too sure you were, you had the "priveledge" of cleaning up those dead bodies. I think it scared the crap out of her! She's sending me to a Post Tramatic Stress Disorder assessment. She thinks it's the root cause of my anxiety.
No, my children will NOT go through this! NEVER!
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i'll be gone for the weekend so i thought i'd get my wishes in a little early.
hope you all have someone to love, or at least to lust over..
LB, thank you so much for the thought.
RubaDub, there was something about your post that I immediately identified with. I'm sooo very happy for you!
while i was away tending to the birth - two weeks early - of my first child's first child, and therefore unavailable to continue with my high level conversation with some of you fine folk, it was charged that "francois isn't, won't, can't, refuses to, etc.
" respond.
um, folks, i do have a life outside this board, and to prove it, i submit herewith exhibits a - .
What an adorable baby! Congratulations on grandfatherhood!
Theresa
i just got home from my sociology class about culture and one of the things we were asked to do is list some things that were unique to our culture/country.
so i ask you, my friends from various countries around the globe....what is a symbol that is unique to your country or culture?????.
dottie .
An excellent thread!
I feel like I belong to many cultures. But I will tell you what I perceive is the Texas culture, my home.
cowboy hats and boots
Longhorn cattle
Oil wells
Pick'mup trucks and Beamers
and one of my favorites.......Bluebonnets
hey guys,.
i'm sure this one has been done before, but what was your first "sin" after leaving jw.. i'm not necessarily talking about sleeping with a transvestite - or maybe that was it, :-).
the other day i was a movie theater and if i wanted to - i could have seen a rated r movie - (like the old george bush on saturday night live - scary!
Um, how do you define "after"?
Oh, I guess it really doesn't matter, the answer is all the same: sex, porn, sex, smoking, sex, pagan rituals, sex, idolotry, sex, gambling, Did i mention sex?
Last November a historic milestone: I voted! Yessss! Mouthy did that first out? What a woman! and I'm sincere about that!
http://www.halloweenhowl.com/pastlife.htm.
here's what it said about me: diagnosis:.
i do not know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.. you were born somewhere around territory of modern arktik approximately on 1650.. your profession was warrior, hunter, fisherman, executor of sacrifices.
Diagnosis:
I do not know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere around territory of modern North China approximately on 1700.
Your profession was trainer, holder of the fine animals, birds, insects.
Your brief psychological profile in that past life:
Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. Could be a leader.
Lesson, that your last past life brought to present:
Your lesson -- to learn humility and faith in spiritual principles. You should believe in High Reason.
well it's been a long 8 months but i finally have 100 posts by my name!!!
so thanks to you all for giving me something to say in my spare time .
hugs to all .
Yiiiipppppeeeeee Dottie!