Hi there
First let me assure you that many here have compassion for your situation. Is there no compassion from your parents even in such a messy situation? Please check on the internet where you might get counsel and help. There are lots of professionals in your community (social services...) that are real nice and good people, ready to help. There is hope! Although your "normal" life is shaken up, there is always a way to get things right. Be strong and make slow, well thought and resolute moves. God bless you dear.