Most probably they "sound… more and more like a "law student" to you, dear James, because I am a law student.
That's what I meant, Shelby.
So, I will not deride you in your belief, nor will I attempt to discredit you, even with subtlely, hidden in words of kindness
The warmth felt towards you is genuine; and as far as my "beliefs", I harbor no mental stories about a God. Why I "discredit" you, follows.
I think we disagree... as to what… or rather who… it is that sets us free.
Exactly!
We may agree on a lot Shelby, but our disagreement is a paramount one.
When we allow the mind to reduce divinity to a "who", a specific entity, an object with a name, what we have done is drastically limit and place distant our foundational reality and wholeness (which can be difficult to awaken to at the best of times).
No matter how loving and honorable the words at first appear, language decrying circumscribed and nameable gods breaks (in our mental created world) the actual united wholeness of the universe into a nightmare of broken little shards; which supports and sustains a very real sense of being a wounded individual, separate and apart from all else. Belief in personal little gods greatly assists in dividing us into those special chosen ones and those less deserving. It is the belief in gods separate which disunites us and feeds enmity between tribes and so supports mans inhumanity to man. Embracing a circumscribed and nameable god allows many to see others who do not embrace our chosen deity as godless savages who can be enslaved and killed with little, if any, regard. (Please understand I am not saying you, Shelby, would do this; but rather that similar beliefs can and have been a big step in that direction).
What's important is not the visions and gods which divide us, but rather what unites us one and all. In what un-nameable and un-ending actuality and reality do we all share right now? What is there at every-ones center that has been missed, in part due to focus and beliefs in gods and a self which are separate? Are we really broken shards that need fixing and healing? Or is there a Reality so endlessly grand and wondrous as to include everyone and everything in it's purity and freedom right now; so close, intimate and boundless as to be our true identity?
I had some interesting experiences in my meditations as well, Shelby, but the significance was not given to what was being seen or experienced, but rather on what was closer, what was seeing. It was only when focus and attention on objective and limited gods ended, that consciousness began to realize the nameless reality and wholeness which is always here, within everyone, just beneath the grand illusory drama of a shattered self and universe.
j