Dear Biblereader,
What I feel you are no getting here, is that just because people find the diminutive Bible interpretation of "God" to be inadequate and vile, does not mean they do not have a love for the Divine. In fact the very opposite may be true. I for one stopped reading the Bible because I could not accept it's limited little deity as the true Source of an infinite universe. I knew that our real Source and Sustenance, must be far greater still.
That you find solace in the Bible god, so be it. Just don't think all the rest of us are God-hating fools because we don't.
Peace to you, dear; and again I have no desire to offend you.
j