Abr, you are very kind ; especially considering how I have been hard on you at times. The Bible is not bad, it can be a stepping stone. The problem is that all too often it instead becomes a prison which supports very restrictive and limited idea of the Divine which separates us into the chosen and the damned; and this causes much unnecessary harm and suffering.
I suggest that as time goes on, and if it feels right, you let go of anything and everything the diminished the Divine (our ultimate and foundational significance) in any way, or seems to shrink it to some object or entity far away and separate from our own deepest and vibrant sense of being and existing. What the word G-O-D points to, is always more, and never less; always closer and never farther away. You'll see.
j